I just received our HDB FLAT booklet today...still analyzing which unit to choose...gotta prepare 80 over units becaose our Q not very front. But consider not bad le lar...
Now typing in the dark as my room's light bulb spoilt..eyes hurts while typing in the dark. Therefore, this should be a short post. Here's a few updates...
Dad fell down from lorry yesterday, and he sprained his wrist. Hope his wrist will recover soon!
I'm taking over Samsung this month...don't know to be happy or despair. Still thinking of how I should handle this project.
Meeting my Pri Sch friends after a year plus...used to meet up so frequent...anyway, thank them for organising this.
Going for Dental Surgery next saturday...yar, my left side's wisdom teeth to be extracted.
Then, that sunday I'm going to HDB to choose my flat! Finally. Hope my swollen gum won't affect my thinking.
Alright, eyes straining...don't wish to spoil my eyesight further.
Have a great week! It's almost Thursday...haha...but I will be busy from tomorrow onwards. Hmmmm......
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Hot Yoga!
Just signed up for the ONE-week trial for hot yoga...quite excited about it, and tried to share my excitement with my family. Definitely a wrong move to share my feelings. I got a wet blanket immediately from my mom, followed by scoldings...I was damn angry, but I just shut up, coz I do not want to worsen the matter.
Looks like this one week trial is no longer anticipated. Hope it ends fast, so that I don't have to see her black face.
Pathetic right? Sometimes I just wish I can move out and rent a house somewhere, far away from her...It is suffocating to see her screening through my bag when I am asleep to see what I bought, to see her walking in and out of the room when I am using comp to see whether I was busy with work, or just playing with games. HELLO! I am 25 this year, and I still don't have a NANO bit of freedom at home. People will miss their family after they left home for long...but I will be more than happy.
Sorry to make this post so negative. I need a place to vent my anger, if not I will go crazy. I wish to leave this place...to let me breathe.
On a second thought, maybe I should continue with my hot yoga after that one week trial...why should I care about her feelings when she don't even bother about mine in the first place? Precisely. Suddenly, I am enlightened. I should enjoy my life whenever and wherever she is not around. :) This perception makes me happier.
Alright, need to work tomorrow. Yeah! It's a 4-day work week this coming week. No Monday blues for me. haha...
Looks like this one week trial is no longer anticipated. Hope it ends fast, so that I don't have to see her black face.
Pathetic right? Sometimes I just wish I can move out and rent a house somewhere, far away from her...It is suffocating to see her screening through my bag when I am asleep to see what I bought, to see her walking in and out of the room when I am using comp to see whether I was busy with work, or just playing with games. HELLO! I am 25 this year, and I still don't have a NANO bit of freedom at home. People will miss their family after they left home for long...but I will be more than happy.
Sorry to make this post so negative. I need a place to vent my anger, if not I will go crazy. I wish to leave this place...to let me breathe.
On a second thought, maybe I should continue with my hot yoga after that one week trial...why should I care about her feelings when she don't even bother about mine in the first place? Precisely. Suddenly, I am enlightened. I should enjoy my life whenever and wherever she is not around. :) This perception makes me happier.
Alright, need to work tomorrow. Yeah! It's a 4-day work week this coming week. No Monday blues for me. haha...
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Mr Jay Chou's concert
I was not a fan of Jay Chou, but I am really amazed by his concert yesterday night. It's definitely money-worth. However, I thought it can be longer, meaning, it can start earlier...haha..anyway, I was impressed by his singing, not bad sia. His use of 3D effect at the start, with him floating in the pyramid...wow! I don't know how to describe.
Saw Stephanie Sun and our Minister, Mr George Yeo, at the concert as well. I like the round specs that Steph wore, fits her very well. :)
However, I still think I like Mayday more. lol. More engaging, at least.
Need to work tomorrow...quite sian. Don't have the mood to work. People taking off, and I still need to work. What to do..
Hope it is a good start tomorrow. :)
Saw Stephanie Sun and our Minister, Mr George Yeo, at the concert as well. I like the round specs that Steph wore, fits her very well. :)
However, I still think I like Mayday more. lol. More engaging, at least.
Need to work tomorrow...quite sian. Don't have the mood to work. People taking off, and I still need to work. What to do..
Hope it is a good start tomorrow. :)
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
2nd workshop
Going for workshop at Marriott this Saturday. Hope the food is nice. :D
Previously was at Four Seasons, and the food was very bad. Just one bite, and everyone in my department wanted to vomit. Tried eating the salmon fillet, got the "fishy" smell. Tried eating the smoked duck meat, got the raw meat taste. Yucks!
We should not be going back there again. Hopefully.
Previously was at Four Seasons, and the food was very bad. Just one bite, and everyone in my department wanted to vomit. Tried eating the salmon fillet, got the "fishy" smell. Tried eating the smoked duck meat, got the raw meat taste. Yucks!
We should not be going back there again. Hopefully.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
I used to be so "talkative" on blog.
Took a glance at the first blog entry that I wrote....dated way back in 2004 where I just entered University.
I was introduced to start blogging by my beloved friend, hy. LOLz. Used to be very expressive when I blogged, but now, everything is minimal. :)
Why do I blog in the first place?
It's just the excitement to try something new. haha. Anyway, now I realised that I should blog more...these footprints that I had left allow me to recall the past. The happy me, the sad me, the always-complaining me, and many more. It also reminds me that I am old le. Can't imagine myself writing blog the same way as the past.
Alright, a small update on myself.
Tried taking bus to work since yesterday. I really love it. It has been a long long time since I last took a bus. I don't even know that TV Mobile was no longer servicing on buses. I love travelling through SMU every morning. It is such a good place to study...haiz..why I wasn't studied there then. I enjoyed walking along Orchard Rd early in the morning. Too bad I need to work. I would like to pop by the big MacDonald besides Cineleisure and have a sip of tea with hotcakes. I would also like to walk into Cineleisure to catch a movie early in the morning...though I know that it isn't opened. lolz.
Everything is good, just that the waiting time for the bus is really unpredictable. Always scared that I will be late, and I can't enjoy the scenery in the morning.
This morning, I really felt the tiredness in my mind. I had been very positive recently. Many suay things happened to me, and I faced them positively. I knew that nothing good normally happens to me, and I also don't expect anything good to happen. Just wish that I can overcome the obstacles each day. Then, don't know why, I felt very tired when I woke up in the morning. Not physically, but mentally. I told boi that I wish my life could be better and not so suay anymore. He told me that I won't be so unlucky coz he is my lucky clover. lolz...I wish everyday is smoothsailing for me. That's all.
Tomorrow is Friday, again! Time flies really fast. Just hope that the weekend can stretch longer..hehe..
Yeah, going to IKEA on Saturday with boi! :) I love IKEA.
Alright, it's late. I need to rest now.
I was introduced to start blogging by my beloved friend, hy. LOLz. Used to be very expressive when I blogged, but now, everything is minimal. :)
Why do I blog in the first place?
It's just the excitement to try something new. haha. Anyway, now I realised that I should blog more...these footprints that I had left allow me to recall the past. The happy me, the sad me, the always-complaining me, and many more. It also reminds me that I am old le. Can't imagine myself writing blog the same way as the past.
Alright, a small update on myself.
Tried taking bus to work since yesterday. I really love it. It has been a long long time since I last took a bus. I don't even know that TV Mobile was no longer servicing on buses. I love travelling through SMU every morning. It is such a good place to study...haiz..why I wasn't studied there then. I enjoyed walking along Orchard Rd early in the morning. Too bad I need to work. I would like to pop by the big MacDonald besides Cineleisure and have a sip of tea with hotcakes. I would also like to walk into Cineleisure to catch a movie early in the morning...though I know that it isn't opened. lolz.
Everything is good, just that the waiting time for the bus is really unpredictable. Always scared that I will be late, and I can't enjoy the scenery in the morning.
This morning, I really felt the tiredness in my mind. I had been very positive recently. Many suay things happened to me, and I faced them positively. I knew that nothing good normally happens to me, and I also don't expect anything good to happen. Just wish that I can overcome the obstacles each day. Then, don't know why, I felt very tired when I woke up in the morning. Not physically, but mentally. I told boi that I wish my life could be better and not so suay anymore. He told me that I won't be so unlucky coz he is my lucky clover. lolz...I wish everyday is smoothsailing for me. That's all.
Tomorrow is Friday, again! Time flies really fast. Just hope that the weekend can stretch longer..hehe..
Yeah, going to IKEA on Saturday with boi! :) I love IKEA.
Alright, it's late. I need to rest now.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Scared of bbq fish
Blogger got some interesting templates. Will explore when I have more free time. :)
Thanks to yx, we had a fishy dinner yesterday night. I had don't know how many rounds of stingray and dory fish. Come to think of it, how did I manage to eat so many...Those fishes are wrapped in aluminium foils, and were brought home uncooked. My mom put them in the oven and the smell was quite delicious. However, it's quite bland. I happened to eat one stingray with a strong taste of ammonia!!! I thought I was oversensitive. The smell was so strong that it numbed my nose! lolz. It was quite scary, and yet my sis and my mum laughed. They joked that the fish was peeing before it died! (-_-)|||
Seriously speaking, I can't find the cause for that ammonia smell. Luckily I'm still alive. lolz.
It's dumpling festival, and I only managed to eat one dumpling yesterday...for dinner somemore. Actually I prefer nyonya dumpling to the traditional chinese one, where you can see a thick layer of fats. Both are delicious, just that I love nyonya dumplings. Oh no, I want to have one now. *arghz* My stupid craving again.
Life is as normal. Stupid consultants that gave me problems, AS USUAL. Damn sick of it. Other than that, everything is still fine. :)
I'm still in the middle of my peak period, and yet I am slacking now. Mid-month really is so much easier than end-month.
My cakes are ready...shall end here. Btw, if you are wondering what I am talking about...it's a game called "Baking Life" on Facebook lar. ;)
It's Friday tomorrow!!! Spend your weekend well.
Thanks to yx, we had a fishy dinner yesterday night. I had don't know how many rounds of stingray and dory fish. Come to think of it, how did I manage to eat so many...Those fishes are wrapped in aluminium foils, and were brought home uncooked. My mom put them in the oven and the smell was quite delicious. However, it's quite bland. I happened to eat one stingray with a strong taste of ammonia!!! I thought I was oversensitive. The smell was so strong that it numbed my nose! lolz. It was quite scary, and yet my sis and my mum laughed. They joked that the fish was peeing before it died! (-_-)|||
Seriously speaking, I can't find the cause for that ammonia smell. Luckily I'm still alive. lolz.
It's dumpling festival, and I only managed to eat one dumpling yesterday...for dinner somemore. Actually I prefer nyonya dumpling to the traditional chinese one, where you can see a thick layer of fats. Both are delicious, just that I love nyonya dumplings. Oh no, I want to have one now. *arghz* My stupid craving again.
Life is as normal. Stupid consultants that gave me problems, AS USUAL. Damn sick of it. Other than that, everything is still fine. :)
I'm still in the middle of my peak period, and yet I am slacking now. Mid-month really is so much easier than end-month.
My cakes are ready...shall end here. Btw, if you are wondering what I am talking about...it's a game called "Baking Life" on Facebook lar. ;)
It's Friday tomorrow!!! Spend your weekend well.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Colleagues
I love my colleagues, like I always do when I was in other jobs. It's very important to have nice and helpful colleagues, as they will make your sucky working day better. *nod nod*
Life is so different ever since I came to work here. No longer have to plan lesson, see students' faces, and lousy school system and their politics. However, I don't mean that my present work is so wonderful. Actually it isn't that bad other than disgusting consultants who give problems. OT until don't know what time and our OT was paid at a fixed (underpaid) amount each month. Public holiday on Saturday will not benefit us, no encashment and no off-in-lieu. BUT, I don't seem to feel so stressed up as compared to the past. I believe it is colleagues. How much worse can it be? I've seen the worst, and till now I still agree.
If I were a teacher still, I would be enjoying my long holiday now...I will have good pay and I can (hopefully) end work at 2.30pm. BUT, I wasn't happy, not a single bit. Now, everything is far from what I had received before...but I felt much better. I admit that I don't have much luck, everything bad at work I have experienced. Even my colleagues agreed that I am quite suay. Well, I have accepted that, and faced it positively. Perhaps it's the change in mentality that made me feel less stressed. Whether or not I will stay long in this job, it depends. As for now, all I need to do is to save up. I am very poor, and in debt. Need to save up to pay back my parents, and for my future.
Started jogging today, and I am happy that I did. I need to get back my healthy lifestyle, so that I can make more money...lolz. Pardon me for my money-mindedness. You will know it if you see your account turns from a few ten thousands to the minimum amount required to sustain your account. Ok, enough about money talk.
Tomorrow will be having a farewell dinner for our two temp staffs. I will miss their presences, but well, they should pursue their studies. It will be an enjoyable day tomorrow. It must be.
Alright, I am dead tired. Good night!
Life is so different ever since I came to work here. No longer have to plan lesson, see students' faces, and lousy school system and their politics. However, I don't mean that my present work is so wonderful. Actually it isn't that bad other than disgusting consultants who give problems. OT until don't know what time and our OT was paid at a fixed (underpaid) amount each month. Public holiday on Saturday will not benefit us, no encashment and no off-in-lieu. BUT, I don't seem to feel so stressed up as compared to the past. I believe it is colleagues. How much worse can it be? I've seen the worst, and till now I still agree.
If I were a teacher still, I would be enjoying my long holiday now...I will have good pay and I can (hopefully) end work at 2.30pm. BUT, I wasn't happy, not a single bit. Now, everything is far from what I had received before...but I felt much better. I admit that I don't have much luck, everything bad at work I have experienced. Even my colleagues agreed that I am quite suay. Well, I have accepted that, and faced it positively. Perhaps it's the change in mentality that made me feel less stressed. Whether or not I will stay long in this job, it depends. As for now, all I need to do is to save up. I am very poor, and in debt. Need to save up to pay back my parents, and for my future.
Started jogging today, and I am happy that I did. I need to get back my healthy lifestyle, so that I can make more money...lolz. Pardon me for my money-mindedness. You will know it if you see your account turns from a few ten thousands to the minimum amount required to sustain your account. Ok, enough about money talk.
Tomorrow will be having a farewell dinner for our two temp staffs. I will miss their presences, but well, they should pursue their studies. It will be an enjoyable day tomorrow. It must be.
Alright, I am dead tired. Good night!
Monday, May 31, 2010
Peak starts tomorrow
Tomorrow I will be going west! Will be busy, very busy. Hope I will have the time to sleep toomorrow. I doubt so.
Received income tax letter for me to pay. No income still must pay. Pissed but what to do...
Boi first day at work. I felt more anxious than him. Worried about how he will perform today. lolz. He is like a child to me. Can imagine if next time my child goes school or what, I will be as anxious and worriedas now. :x Anyway, I am still waiting for boi to call me to share with me about today's work.
Alright, I shall go bathe first.
Received income tax letter for me to pay. No income still must pay. Pissed but what to do...
Boi first day at work. I felt more anxious than him. Worried about how he will perform today. lolz. He is like a child to me. Can imagine if next time my child goes school or what, I will be as anxious and worriedas now. :x Anyway, I am still waiting for boi to call me to share with me about today's work.
Alright, I shall go bathe first.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Bad day
Woke up this morning and got the feeling that something bad or should I say, a series of unfortunate things are going to happen to me. When I woke up, I felt that I am going to die today. I don't know why I suddenly got this feeling. Felt so scared, of course.
Anyway, I am very suay today.
Whole day got a lot of sai gang to do from my consultants. Their calculation errors will always end up becoming my misery. Adjustment after adjustment. Sometimes I do wish I can be error-free. I wish I can be more alert. But well, I am far from that still. Ok, back to my bad day. I scanned copies of timesheets from that 50cm thick stack of bundled timesheets to find out that there is some stupid connection error, and I had to redo again!!! Damn sian, no choice. When I finally finished, I realised that there were two timesheets not scanned. So, I have to flip and flip to find for that two pieces of timesheets.
Then my monitor screen down. Tried to fix, but it just don't show. Thanks hy for coming to my rescue! Yes, it was finally fixed. Just remember, don't accidentally/purposely/by any chance touch the connecting wire. It is super sensitive/fragile. Alright, I am still thinking of ways to decorate my small little desk. Too busy with work to even bother about how to spice up my working life. Since Day 1, my desk is the same, and my manager kept telling me that that desk belongs to me, which in other words, means I can do anything to decorate it. BUT, I don't have the time. Not that I don't want k...Also, it needs money to decorate. I should save the money for other purpose, which is more meaningful, I thought.
Anyway, a newcomer joined our team. I am no longer the newest! :D
Still don't know her name yet...coz no chance to talk to her.
I am anticipating for Thursday to come....OOOHhhhh. Time passes quite fast. It's soon gonna be Tuesday, then Wednesday, then THURSDAY!!! :)
This week will be a happy week. I will not let this bad day affect me. Yup.
Tomorrow will be better.
Alright, time to enjoy my tv before I go sleep.
Have a great week!
Anyway, I am very suay today.
Whole day got a lot of sai gang to do from my consultants. Their calculation errors will always end up becoming my misery. Adjustment after adjustment. Sometimes I do wish I can be error-free. I wish I can be more alert. But well, I am far from that still. Ok, back to my bad day. I scanned copies of timesheets from that 50cm thick stack of bundled timesheets to find out that there is some stupid connection error, and I had to redo again!!! Damn sian, no choice. When I finally finished, I realised that there were two timesheets not scanned. So, I have to flip and flip to find for that two pieces of timesheets.
Then my monitor screen down. Tried to fix, but it just don't show. Thanks hy for coming to my rescue! Yes, it was finally fixed. Just remember, don't accidentally/purposely/by any chance touch the connecting wire. It is super sensitive/fragile. Alright, I am still thinking of ways to decorate my small little desk. Too busy with work to even bother about how to spice up my working life. Since Day 1, my desk is the same, and my manager kept telling me that that desk belongs to me, which in other words, means I can do anything to decorate it. BUT, I don't have the time. Not that I don't want k...Also, it needs money to decorate. I should save the money for other purpose, which is more meaningful, I thought.
Anyway, a newcomer joined our team. I am no longer the newest! :D
Still don't know her name yet...coz no chance to talk to her.
I am anticipating for Thursday to come....OOOHhhhh. Time passes quite fast. It's soon gonna be Tuesday, then Wednesday, then THURSDAY!!! :)
This week will be a happy week. I will not let this bad day affect me. Yup.
Tomorrow will be better.
Alright, time to enjoy my tv before I go sleep.
Have a great week!
Sunday, May 23, 2010
It's end of Sunday again.
Sigh...weekend passes so fast. Gotta work again tomorrow. Why weekend passes so fast? Anyway, I need to sleep soon so that I won't feel tired tomorrow, I hope.
Before I end, I want to say....Thank you dear dear for the great weekend. Though short, I find it fruitful! :)
Miss him so much.
Good night.
Before I end, I want to say....Thank you dear dear for the great weekend. Though short, I find it fruitful! :)
Miss him so much.
Good night.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Something is hindering me
I don't understand. Recently, I find that whatever I want to get, I can never get it. Either it is finished, sold out, no size, etc. Frustrating. Anyway, it's not only about buying things. But well, think about it....I can save money. LOLz.
Wisma got sale. Watches selling at 50 to 60% off. Not kidding, it's real. I bought TWO Baby G. One for yx and the other for myself. I need one for jogging as my adidas watch was in bad shape. The strap was broken into two!! That's why I need one. However,the initial intention was not for me to buy a Baby G for myself, though the one for yx is intended. I thought of looking at other watches...anyway, no regret as it will be useful. :)
The watch never leaves yx's hand ever since I passed it to her. *grin* Though it is frustrating to not get what I want, I am happy to see the people around me happy! :D
Hope my weekend is an enjoyable one.
Wisma got sale. Watches selling at 50 to 60% off. Not kidding, it's real. I bought TWO Baby G. One for yx and the other for myself. I need one for jogging as my adidas watch was in bad shape. The strap was broken into two!! That's why I need one. However,the initial intention was not for me to buy a Baby G for myself, though the one for yx is intended. I thought of looking at other watches...anyway, no regret as it will be useful. :)
The watch never leaves yx's hand ever since I passed it to her. *grin* Though it is frustrating to not get what I want, I am happy to see the people around me happy! :D
Hope my weekend is an enjoyable one.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Sudden bordem
Don't know why, today I felt very very bored at work. I am busy, but I am bored by the process. Just abhore working, and get scolded by consultants, and have to clear all their shits.
Damn sian.
Alright, more shit will come next month. Good luck!
Damn sian.
Alright, more shit will come next month. Good luck!
Monday, May 10, 2010
Work
Have been busy with work again...but I have no idea what I am doing now.
Perhaps I should find someone to come and enlighten me. Still very confused with how to check sales report. More things to come too. Thanks to the temp staff who helped me a great deal today. :)
I liked my present job (still) other than the pay is pathetic. My very friendly colleague besides me brightens my day when I get to talk to her or 'suan' her. lolz~ She will kill me if she sees this. Oopz~ Anyway, everything is still fine with me so far. Hope it will be better. I really wish I can have better luck. Don't understand why I am always kinda 'suay'. Four-leaf clover is not enough. I need 8-leaf...haha..
Cyn messaged me today telling me that she is quite shcoked to hear that I have quitted teaching. Hmm, kinda miss my NIE classmates, but well, I should move on.
Seeing my friends one by one got attached, which caught me by surprised. Looks like I have a lot of things to catch up with them. Tell me, what's going on? Haha.
ok, time to bathe.
Perhaps I should find someone to come and enlighten me. Still very confused with how to check sales report. More things to come too. Thanks to the temp staff who helped me a great deal today. :)
I liked my present job (still) other than the pay is pathetic. My very friendly colleague besides me brightens my day when I get to talk to her or 'suan' her. lolz~ She will kill me if she sees this. Oopz~ Anyway, everything is still fine with me so far. Hope it will be better. I really wish I can have better luck. Don't understand why I am always kinda 'suay'. Four-leaf clover is not enough. I need 8-leaf...haha..
Cyn messaged me today telling me that she is quite shcoked to hear that I have quitted teaching. Hmm, kinda miss my NIE classmates, but well, I should move on.
Seeing my friends one by one got attached, which caught me by surprised. Looks like I have a lot of things to catch up with them. Tell me, what's going on? Haha.
ok, time to bathe.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
My Lumix
Poor Lumix, has been left on the shelf for a month plus...the owner is too preoccupied with work to notice it until today. Therefore, that itchy hands started to snap at the most boring thing and yet, very relevant. It depicts my feeling...literally!!!
So, here's the collage of the pictures.
and I miss him so...
So, here's the collage of the pictures.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Holiday, when will it come?
One by one in the office is going overseas...When can I go as well? haha.
Feel like going overseas to relax, but I can't. No leave and no money. Yes, I am very poor.
Life is pretty much normal, just hope that there is no sudden case to give me a heart attack. lolz~
Recent activities:
My mum forced me to go for Buddhist teaching every Sunday. Sigh. Freedom is a far-fetched thing.
Next, going to see showflat this Sat. :) Finally there is something that both of us like. Hope we can get it.
Boi's maternal grandma's birthday this Sunday. But I don't know if I can go due to that Buddhist class. I can forsee that I will dread Sunday from now onwards. The more I type the more pissed I am.
Shall end here.
Feel like going overseas to relax, but I can't. No leave and no money. Yes, I am very poor.
Life is pretty much normal, just hope that there is no sudden case to give me a heart attack. lolz~
Recent activities:
My mum forced me to go for Buddhist teaching every Sunday. Sigh. Freedom is a far-fetched thing.
Next, going to see showflat this Sat. :) Finally there is something that both of us like. Hope we can get it.
Boi's maternal grandma's birthday this Sunday. But I don't know if I can go due to that Buddhist class. I can forsee that I will dread Sunday from now onwards. The more I type the more pissed I am.
Shall end here.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Last week's experience
My current record: stay in office till 3am last Wednesday.
Not good, fell sick the next day, but still have to clear my work. haha.
Anyway, this round has completed.
Last saturday was really great.
Went to work at 9am and completed my work by 3pm.
Met boi at Cityhall Station for a late lunch...鼎泰丰 for a quick lunch, and met his family.
We went Clarke Quay for the famous ramen followed by a walk to Chinatown for some shopping. :)
stayed over at boi's house, and boi helped me to fold letters. I have 100 over letters to mail lor. Lucky enough I have a helpful boyfriend. :D
Enjoyed my Saturday. V E R Y M U C H.
Not good, fell sick the next day, but still have to clear my work. haha.
Anyway, this round has completed.
Last saturday was really great.
Went to work at 9am and completed my work by 3pm.
Met boi at Cityhall Station for a late lunch...鼎泰丰 for a quick lunch, and met his family.
We went Clarke Quay for the famous ramen followed by a walk to Chinatown for some shopping. :)
stayed over at boi's house, and boi helped me to fold letters. I have 100 over letters to mail lor. Lucky enough I have a helpful boyfriend. :D
Enjoyed my Saturday. V E R Y M U C H.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Busy Busy Busy
Left workplace at 11pm. :(
There are too many things to complete and more things to come.
Took a cab home and don't laugh, it's my first time calling Comfort for a cab. It's very efficient.
Anyway, it's is very expensive too. 8 minutes journey costs me $12.
Lucky can claim. :D
Alright, I'm dead tired. Tomorrow will be worse, maybe will go home past midnight.
Just wish that there are no more incoming timesheets. hehe..
Good night!
There are too many things to complete and more things to come.
Took a cab home and don't laugh, it's my first time calling Comfort for a cab. It's very efficient.
Anyway, it's is very expensive too. 8 minutes journey costs me $12.
Lucky can claim. :D
Alright, I'm dead tired. Tomorrow will be worse, maybe will go home past midnight.
Just wish that there are no more incoming timesheets. hehe..
Good night!
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Over the weekend
My finger is swollen due to unknown cause. It hurts while typing on the keyboard.
YX is busy practising her guitar at this hour, which is a torture to my ears. Haha. Anyway, it is still better than her playing the piano. ;p
Went to Fernvale Ridge to have a look at the location today. It was actually quite a good location. I sort of like that place. :D We are looking at 4-room flat. The price is around $250,000 to $270,000, which is quite ok. However, I have not seen the showroom for this. Is there a showroom? I am not very sure as I have not apply for flats before. Anyway, we need to discuss with our parents and see how.
Saw many friends at Bugis Junction today, from primary school to ESE friends. Looks like Bugis is a very well-liked place for many people. Hehe.
Had very delicious ngoh hiang prepared by boi's mother. It's my favourite!!!
Too bad my stomach is still not well, so I couldn't have many. Feeling quite sad.
Stomach has not been well since yesterday's 3 sessions of curry stuffs. Too much for my stomach to take it.
Shall refrain from eating anything spicy for at least one week.
By the way, I have started working since last thursday. Have not done much things because everyone in the office is too busy to teach me. Eyes felt quite strained too, so boi bought me some eye nutrition supplement, and so far so good. Hopefully it is useful. I will continue to eat Centrum, as boi said it can keep me healthy. Hope the coming week is a fruitful one. Hehe.
Alright, that's all for now. Happy! It has been very long since I felt so happy. :D
YX is busy practising her guitar at this hour, which is a torture to my ears. Haha. Anyway, it is still better than her playing the piano. ;p
Went to Fernvale Ridge to have a look at the location today. It was actually quite a good location. I sort of like that place. :D We are looking at 4-room flat. The price is around $250,000 to $270,000, which is quite ok. However, I have not seen the showroom for this. Is there a showroom? I am not very sure as I have not apply for flats before. Anyway, we need to discuss with our parents and see how.
Saw many friends at Bugis Junction today, from primary school to ESE friends. Looks like Bugis is a very well-liked place for many people. Hehe.
Had very delicious ngoh hiang prepared by boi's mother. It's my favourite!!!
Too bad my stomach is still not well, so I couldn't have many. Feeling quite sad.
Stomach has not been well since yesterday's 3 sessions of curry stuffs. Too much for my stomach to take it.
Shall refrain from eating anything spicy for at least one week.
By the way, I have started working since last thursday. Have not done much things because everyone in the office is too busy to teach me. Eyes felt quite strained too, so boi bought me some eye nutrition supplement, and so far so good. Hopefully it is useful. I will continue to eat Centrum, as boi said it can keep me healthy. Hope the coming week is a fruitful one. Hehe.
Alright, that's all for now. Happy! It has been very long since I felt so happy. :D
Monday, March 15, 2010
Mother's Birthday
Today is my mother's birthday.
Yesterday, we helped her to celebrate her birthday.
Thanks boi for helping me with all these to make my mother happy. :)
Yesterday, we helped her to celebrate her birthday.
Thanks boi for helping me with all these to make my mother happy. :)
I have nothing to say.
Life is pretty much peaceful after I resigned.
Still searching for a job, and hopefully I can secure one soon.
Seriously speaking, I am kinda excited over getting a new job, though I know that it is not easy to find one.
I wish to experience how normal working life is like.
I wish to get to work soon, coz I can't slack at all.
Perhaps I am a real workaholic, felt weird not doing any work.
yup, that's all I have to say.
Don't worry, I am fine. :)
Still searching for a job, and hopefully I can secure one soon.
Seriously speaking, I am kinda excited over getting a new job, though I know that it is not easy to find one.
I wish to experience how normal working life is like.
I wish to get to work soon, coz I can't slack at all.
Perhaps I am a real workaholic, felt weird not doing any work.
yup, that's all I have to say.
Don't worry, I am fine. :)
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose
Sunday, March 7, 2010
What would you do if you weren't afraid?
This question is indeed a very important question which helps me to change and adapt.
I have just finished reading this book on....
In this story, there are 4 characters...
Life is full of changes, if we don't change our mindsets and adapt to the changes, we will eventually face extinction, obsoleted by the society.
Thanks to this wonderful book on "Who moved my cheese?", I am willing to face challenges that are ahead.
True that we are all fearful of changes and uncertainties, but what does not defeat us make us stronger. So, always have this question in mind, "What would you do if you weren't afraid?" It helps you to think and change.
I heart this book so much! :)
*pictures taken from internet
Trying out New Broadband Mobile token.
Happy that I have finally gotten one broadband mobile from Starhub...monthly $19.36, and there is no cap in data downloading. :) Now blogging using this small little white token. The speed is quite fast.
Today I had a heart-to-heart talk with boi. I told him about my fear and encounters. Ever since my first day in teaching, I cried almost everyday. You may say that I'm too weak, but I am really fearful. I can't see my future, but I am walking on the road of no return. Can I survive? I don't dare to think. What should I do, I also have no idea. This negative feeling has to stop, but how? I'm still searching for a solution.
Anyway, I need to force myself to sleep now.
Good night.
Today I had a heart-to-heart talk with boi. I told him about my fear and encounters. Ever since my first day in teaching, I cried almost everyday. You may say that I'm too weak, but I am really fearful. I can't see my future, but I am walking on the road of no return. Can I survive? I don't dare to think. What should I do, I also have no idea. This negative feeling has to stop, but how? I'm still searching for a solution.
Anyway, I need to force myself to sleep now.
Good night.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Sick of it.
I'm really drained after so many days of planning for my lessons, and what I received was a redo, without even a glance at my work!
Sometimes, I really wish I can just fail my practicum and leave this place. I'll try my best to fork out to the last cent and quit.
I don't find the environment in this school conducive to both teachers and students. I love SA so much more, at least I have a decent place to do my work. No spoilt aircon, no down in internet connection, no lousy printing machine that is temperamental, no need to fight for a desktop for printing of notes, no need to see the photocopying lady's annoyed face just because I want to get a rim of paper from her when she don't even need to print anything for us. Till now, I have not even seen my HOD!!!
Do you know how it feels to be thrown into the deepest end of the ocean without any guidance or a float to help?
Do you know how it feels to receive "arrows" last minutes to make changes?
Do you know how it feels to search high and low for an empty class just to conduct lessons?
Do you know how it feels to go school everyday trying my best to make myself happy and ended up making it worse?
Do you know how it feels to be stuck in-between, can't enjoy my work and yet I can't quit?
Do you know how it feels to be crying everyday when I reach home because I really don't enjoy my work?
Do you know how it feels when no teacher is there to help you or support you, and all they say is see how you can do it?
I just wish I can pull through these 3 years, and find something that I enjoyed more in future. I felt so sick of all these.
Sometimes, I really wish I can just fail my practicum and leave this place. I'll try my best to fork out to the last cent and quit.
I don't find the environment in this school conducive to both teachers and students. I love SA so much more, at least I have a decent place to do my work. No spoilt aircon, no down in internet connection, no lousy printing machine that is temperamental, no need to fight for a desktop for printing of notes, no need to see the photocopying lady's annoyed face just because I want to get a rim of paper from her when she don't even need to print anything for us. Till now, I have not even seen my HOD!!!
Do you know how it feels to be thrown into the deepest end of the ocean without any guidance or a float to help?
Do you know how it feels to receive "arrows" last minutes to make changes?
Do you know how it feels to search high and low for an empty class just to conduct lessons?
Do you know how it feels to go school everyday trying my best to make myself happy and ended up making it worse?
Do you know how it feels to be stuck in-between, can't enjoy my work and yet I can't quit?
Do you know how it feels to be crying everyday when I reach home because I really don't enjoy my work?
Do you know how it feels when no teacher is there to help you or support you, and all they say is see how you can do it?
I just wish I can pull through these 3 years, and find something that I enjoyed more in future. I felt so sick of all these.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Endless Lesson Plans
Just completed one chemistry lesson plan, here I have another math lesson plan to do.
Then, I have to start another chemistry lesson plan.
This whole cycle just won't end. Busy!
So happy that today I do not have to do relief for any lesson. It means that all the teachers are present! :)
I just don't like to waste time in the class and end up can't complete my own work. BUT, no choice. Teachers do fall sick, we are all human beings afterall.
Next week will start my lesson proper. Mixed feelings. Excited, yet worried. Well, shall not anticipate anything. 顺其自然吧。
Preparing to go for a jog soon, waiting for boi to come to my house. Hehe. So excited, it has been a really long time since I last ran. No choice, I don't even have time to sleep, not to say about other stuff.
Then, I have to start another chemistry lesson plan.
This whole cycle just won't end. Busy!
So happy that today I do not have to do relief for any lesson. It means that all the teachers are present! :)
I just don't like to waste time in the class and end up can't complete my own work. BUT, no choice. Teachers do fall sick, we are all human beings afterall.
Next week will start my lesson proper. Mixed feelings. Excited, yet worried. Well, shall not anticipate anything. 顺其自然吧。
Preparing to go for a jog soon, waiting for boi to come to my house. Hehe. So excited, it has been a really long time since I last ran. No choice, I don't even have time to sleep, not to say about other stuff.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
38
Today was doing relief for a 4N(T) class. There was this girl who dared her friend to call me "三八", however that girl didn't dare to say it. Well, I simply doesn't know how to react if she really said it out.
Firstly, I must admit that I am really not angry. Perhaps my tolerance level has increased tremendously.
I really felt sad for them, very sad. I treated them will respect, tried my best to reason out with them, yet this was what I got. Is reasoning (logical consequences) no longer useful in this class? I did nothing wrong. Perhaps these students just treat teachers as enemies. Fierce teachers, they rebel. Kind teachers, they take advantage. What approach should I use then?
I believe nobody wants to give up on Normal Technical classes, it's they give up on themselves. How many chances can teachers give these students? In reality, is there even a second chance in life?
Firstly, I must admit that I am really not angry. Perhaps my tolerance level has increased tremendously.
I really felt sad for them, very sad. I treated them will respect, tried my best to reason out with them, yet this was what I got. Is reasoning (logical consequences) no longer useful in this class? I did nothing wrong. Perhaps these students just treat teachers as enemies. Fierce teachers, they rebel. Kind teachers, they take advantage. What approach should I use then?
I believe nobody wants to give up on Normal Technical classes, it's they give up on themselves. How many chances can teachers give these students? In reality, is there even a second chance in life?
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Photos time!
The first part was taken on CNY eve. My family was busy changing soil of those plants, and the 铁树 wasn't able to adapt to the new soil. It looked like it is dying.
YX's friend just left our house not long ago. They were so easy-going and very friendly. :D
Alright, I am down with flu, sigh.
Please recover asap.
Hehe...that's the new lift, at door-step. :D
Took a candid shot of YX. Hope she won't scold me for putting it up here.
Next, just received gifts from Chun Jia, on behalf of YN.
We love our gifts! Thanks YN!
I only took photos of my own gift...
YX's friend just left our house not long ago. They were so easy-going and very friendly. :D
Alright, I am down with flu, sigh.
Please recover asap.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Last day in NIE (Before Practicum)
This very last day before I bid a temporary farewell to this creamy-coloured building, and at this very last hour where I am still in the school, I have my presentation. (-_-)
That explains everything why I don't feel a single tingle of happiness. To add on to my misery, I will be having SMMT (a maths test) tomorrow, just before I go 拜年 in the afternoon!
Must they like that? Even the very last day I still have to face such situations.
That's life in NIE.
Anyway, I reached school at 7am!!! and now mugging on my script for the presentation later. Wish me luck!
YN is enjoying herself travelling, and I am here struggling. So envious.
That explains everything why I don't feel a single tingle of happiness. To add on to my misery, I will be having SMMT (a maths test) tomorrow, just before I go 拜年 in the afternoon!
Must they like that? Even the very last day I still have to face such situations.
That's life in NIE.
Anyway, I reached school at 7am!!! and now mugging on my script for the presentation later. Wish me luck!
YN is enjoying herself travelling, and I am here struggling. So envious.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
It doesn't end well.
Many of my projects and microteachings have ended, and as the title said, "It doesn't end well." Yup, I can't perform up to the standard that I expected. Am I having a high expectation? Don't know. I just feel that everything just don't work out right.
Supposed to meet boi today after lesson at 1.30pm. My lesson ended at 12.45pm. I thought of taking a cab to Cityhall so that I can spend more time with him. Ended up, I waited for 10 mins for a cab, and they are either occupied or there is no cab in sight. I thought I am not that suay, so I took 199 to the stop before Jalan Bahar. Since it is the main road, there should be more taxis (that's what I thought).
I continued to wait, under the hot sun.....and I waited. 30 minutes passed, and the exasperated me still insisted that there will be one empty cab for me. So, I continued to wait....another 30 minutes had passed, and no cab in sight. I felt so stupid to persevere. The initial thought of getting a cab in order to reach boi faster was totally backfired. Damn stupid, if I took 199 and MRT, I would have reached him. So, eventually, I took 199 and MRT. (-_-)|||
This year hasn't started well yet. Hopefully after CNY, I will have better luck.
My valentine's day flower has withered within a day!
I thought the petal that fell off is beautiful.
Of course, a card and a cute little bear. :)
Alright, that's all for now.
Gonna rush my assignment. :)
Supposed to meet boi today after lesson at 1.30pm. My lesson ended at 12.45pm. I thought of taking a cab to Cityhall so that I can spend more time with him. Ended up, I waited for 10 mins for a cab, and they are either occupied or there is no cab in sight. I thought I am not that suay, so I took 199 to the stop before Jalan Bahar. Since it is the main road, there should be more taxis (that's what I thought).
I continued to wait, under the hot sun.....and I waited. 30 minutes passed, and the exasperated me still insisted that there will be one empty cab for me. So, I continued to wait....another 30 minutes had passed, and no cab in sight. I felt so stupid to persevere. The initial thought of getting a cab in order to reach boi faster was totally backfired. Damn stupid, if I took 199 and MRT, I would have reached him. So, eventually, I took 199 and MRT. (-_-)|||
This year hasn't started well yet. Hopefully after CNY, I will have better luck.
My valentine's day flower has withered within a day!
I thought the petal that fell off is beautiful.
Of course, a card and a cute little bear. :)
Alright, that's all for now.
Gonna rush my assignment. :)
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
All Microteachings have ended.
Finally, yes....I have finished all my microteachings. I thought that I did so much better for chemistry compared to maths. Anyway, they are both not so good, just that one is better than the other.
Tomorrow will be our Social Context group's presentation! And after that, I can enjoy my CNY. :)
Though it is not a difficult one, I feel that I should still do something about it. So, I will read through my slides later.
Test construction assignment...arggghh~
I'm cracking my brain to think of how I should set my test paper. :(
40-mark paper, what should I do with just two small topics? Apparently not enough questions lor.
Oh no, my headache is back again. Having frequent headaches especially since I came to NIE.
Alright, shall let my eyes rest for a while by applying mask!
Yeah, I should pamper myself a bit and give myself a short break.
That's all for now.
This valentine's day, I'm spending it with my family instead. Boi is busy...*sob sob*
Tomorrow will be our Social Context group's presentation! And after that, I can enjoy my CNY. :)
Though it is not a difficult one, I feel that I should still do something about it. So, I will read through my slides later.
Test construction assignment...arggghh~
I'm cracking my brain to think of how I should set my test paper. :(
40-mark paper, what should I do with just two small topics? Apparently not enough questions lor.
Oh no, my headache is back again. Having frequent headaches especially since I came to NIE.
Alright, shall let my eyes rest for a while by applying mask!
Yeah, I should pamper myself a bit and give myself a short break.
That's all for now.
This valentine's day, I'm spending it with my family instead. Boi is busy...*sob sob*
Monday, February 8, 2010
Hang in there.
CNY is getting closer and closer, and my energy is dwelling day by day. Before CNY, one microteaching and one 90-minute presentation to complete. After CNY, one presentation, test construction assignment and SMMT will come. Damn sianz.
I just want to enjoy my CNY, is it that difficult?
Anyway, I am completing things one at a time. I know I can finish them well. :)
Class is having a KTV session this Friday after lesson, but I don't know if I have the time for it. Still got so many things to do.
May not have enough time to complain so much...haha.
Shall end this post with a this photo that I really love...it was taken quite a while ago. Those were the days where I could lead a carefree days with boi. We are still so loving as ever. Haha.
ps: I miss boi so much. ♥
I just want to enjoy my CNY, is it that difficult?
Anyway, I am completing things one at a time. I know I can finish them well. :)
Class is having a KTV session this Friday after lesson, but I don't know if I have the time for it. Still got so many things to do.
May not have enough time to complain so much...haha.
Shall end this post with a this photo that I really love...it was taken quite a while ago. Those were the days where I could lead a carefree days with boi. We are still so loving as ever. Haha.
ps: I miss boi so much. ♥
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Projects.
Damn pissed off with most of my project mates...
What's wrong with all of them?
No one has the initiative to do work because of their Microteachings and presentations?
I have to sms them, email them or call them so that they will do work.
Where is the word "initiative"?
Regarding the previous post, I feel that I shouldn't put it up. Sorry.
Though you reassured that it's fine, it's already bothering me.
Hope everything will be good today.
What's wrong with all of them?
No one has the initiative to do work because of their Microteachings and presentations?
I have to sms them, email them or call them so that they will do work.
Where is the word "initiative"?
Regarding the previous post, I feel that I shouldn't put it up. Sorry.
Though you reassured that it's fine, it's already bothering me.
Hope everything will be good today.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Hage-Dee-Bee
Recently both of us are very concerned with this three-lettered word.
We have differing views on where we should locate ourselves in future.
He feels that we should get one that is near his family's house, so that it is easier for him.
I feel that we should get one that is near my house, so that at least I can keep my parents' company.
Well, I have my reasons for doing so.
Me, being the eldest, should have more responsibility to take care of my parents.
My parents have 3 daughters. If the guys that my sisters meet in future decide to have their house to be near their own guy-side families, then my parents will be very lonely.
Sometimes I do think that boi is a bit selfish in the sense that he only care about his family, his friends and him. My family is always secondary. Can't blame him, it's his family.
It's not only about the HDB stuff. Sometimes, when I want to help my parents to buy stuff, he will be angry. He didn't say, but it is very obvious from his sucky attitude. Well, as I've said is sometimes.
So, when will these "sometimes" happen?
When he needs to meet his family after that. He will find it time-consuming for me to help my parents buy things, trying to rush me to get it over and done, so that he can meet his family. No, I never say it is wrong. What is wrong is, end up, we were damn early for the meeting and we have to wait!
Then, the soil thing. We were supposed to meet JJ and JM, but before that, since we were at somewhere where we can get soil for my mom, why not? He didn't like it, but he said ok. Then after we bought, he kept giving me that frustrated attitude when he was driving. I controlled. I don't understand, if he feel that he doesn't have the time, he can explain to me. If I think it is reasonable, I will not buy it.
BUT, he said ok!
I didn't want to quarrel with him, so I controlled my temper and not say anything, which I think it's a good move. Had a very enjoyable day afterall.
There are many other long forgotten incidents.
So, he is trying to be kind, yet he can't be totally kind.
Alright, I thought he should know how I feel. This is not a blog to stir up any quarrel, just want him to understand.
I can't make myself say this in front of him...
Other than that, he is a lovely boi of mine! :)
Back to the HDB thing...
Well, it is really a frustrating issue.
We have to consider the point stated at the start of this post.
We have to consider the accessibility.
I don't want to regret getting a house that is located in some "ulu pandan" place, and make our travelling journey a chore.
He always listen to anyone else other than me. Everyone else's advice is good advice, but mine is shit. He said he had never mean that, but from his natural reaction to my suggestions and to others' suggestions, he is.
I don't wish to cite any examples, because he should know all of them himself.
I don't understand why he will never heed my advice? Prefers to do things as his wish (or other people encourage), then regret, then back to square one....but never listen to me.
That's the reason why people say marriage will show one's true identity.
Now, before reaching that stage, I have already seen all these.
Still, he is a very caring boyfriend.
SO, now you know why there is no 100% good boyfriend. It is always 80-90% good.
Ok, looks like I have really written a lot for now.
Gotta sleep now. Good night!
We have differing views on where we should locate ourselves in future.
He feels that we should get one that is near his family's house, so that it is easier for him.
I feel that we should get one that is near my house, so that at least I can keep my parents' company.
Well, I have my reasons for doing so.
Me, being the eldest, should have more responsibility to take care of my parents.
My parents have 3 daughters. If the guys that my sisters meet in future decide to have their house to be near their own guy-side families, then my parents will be very lonely.
Sometimes I do think that boi is a bit selfish in the sense that he only care about his family, his friends and him. My family is always secondary. Can't blame him, it's his family.
It's not only about the HDB stuff. Sometimes, when I want to help my parents to buy stuff, he will be angry. He didn't say, but it is very obvious from his sucky attitude. Well, as I've said is sometimes.
So, when will these "sometimes" happen?
When he needs to meet his family after that. He will find it time-consuming for me to help my parents buy things, trying to rush me to get it over and done, so that he can meet his family. No, I never say it is wrong. What is wrong is, end up, we were damn early for the meeting and we have to wait!
Then, the soil thing. We were supposed to meet JJ and JM, but before that, since we were at somewhere where we can get soil for my mom, why not? He didn't like it, but he said ok. Then after we bought, he kept giving me that frustrated attitude when he was driving. I controlled. I don't understand, if he feel that he doesn't have the time, he can explain to me. If I think it is reasonable, I will not buy it.
BUT, he said ok!
I didn't want to quarrel with him, so I controlled my temper and not say anything, which I think it's a good move. Had a very enjoyable day afterall.
There are many other long forgotten incidents.
So, he is trying to be kind, yet he can't be totally kind.
Alright, I thought he should know how I feel. This is not a blog to stir up any quarrel, just want him to understand.
I can't make myself say this in front of him...
Other than that, he is a lovely boi of mine! :)
Back to the HDB thing...
Well, it is really a frustrating issue.
We have to consider the point stated at the start of this post.
We have to consider the accessibility.
I don't want to regret getting a house that is located in some "ulu pandan" place, and make our travelling journey a chore.
He always listen to anyone else other than me. Everyone else's advice is good advice, but mine is shit. He said he had never mean that, but from his natural reaction to my suggestions and to others' suggestions, he is.
I don't wish to cite any examples, because he should know all of them himself.
I don't understand why he will never heed my advice? Prefers to do things as his wish (or other people encourage), then regret, then back to square one....but never listen to me.
That's the reason why people say marriage will show one's true identity.
Now, before reaching that stage, I have already seen all these.
Still, he is a very caring boyfriend.
SO, now you know why there is no 100% good boyfriend. It is always 80-90% good.
Ok, looks like I have really written a lot for now.
Gotta sleep now. Good night!
Happy belated birthday, dad!
Yan Ning just called to wish papa happy birthday. :)
Ok, back to my lesson plan.
Monday, February 1, 2010
4 hours of waiting
One more hour to go before I meet up with my project-mates for project discussion.
The process of waiting is quite tiring. A group of smokers at NTU old Canteen A, who think that they are damn cool, are puffing all their ways and enjoying. We, the non-smokers are suffering, as the place is quite enclosed. Selfish smokers.
Anyway, I am typing my lesson plan while listening to songs by 梁文音，丁当 and 徐佳莹.
Very nice...how I wish my voice is like theirs. Too bad, this is called in-born talent, which I lack.
Chinese New Year is coming, and I had been busy clearing stuff at home, and our room (sis and I) is spotlessly clean and neat! :)
Felt so happy when I sleep in that room, coz it is dust-free. Haha.
Many things have not done yet, as we have to wait for papa to come back.
Need to go supermarket to get ready CNY foodies and decoration stuffs.
With the new lift at door-step, our beloved 铁树 has moved to outside so that it can have more space to grow. Haha.
I somehow miss the presence of that plant in the kitchen.
Anyway, hope it will grow healthily and continue to trap dust. haha..
Alright, shall continue with my lesson plan.
I am so slow with my working pace. Arrgghhh.
The process of waiting is quite tiring. A group of smokers at NTU old Canteen A, who think that they are damn cool, are puffing all their ways and enjoying. We, the non-smokers are suffering, as the place is quite enclosed. Selfish smokers.
Anyway, I am typing my lesson plan while listening to songs by 梁文音，丁当 and 徐佳莹.
Very nice...how I wish my voice is like theirs. Too bad, this is called in-born talent, which I lack.
Chinese New Year is coming, and I had been busy clearing stuff at home, and our room (sis and I) is spotlessly clean and neat! :)
Felt so happy when I sleep in that room, coz it is dust-free. Haha.
Many things have not done yet, as we have to wait for papa to come back.
Need to go supermarket to get ready CNY foodies and decoration stuffs.
With the new lift at door-step, our beloved 铁树 has moved to outside so that it can have more space to grow. Haha.
I somehow miss the presence of that plant in the kitchen.
Anyway, hope it will grow healthily and continue to trap dust. haha..
Alright, shall continue with my lesson plan.
I am so slow with my working pace. Arrgghhh.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Throat sore.
Coughing all the way since a few days ago.
It seems like it is getting worse. My vocal chord is badly affected by the cough, and I can't raise my voice.
How?
Tomorrow and the day after are my micro-teaching. Sigh.
Life is pretty great recently because of boi and my forgiving mother.
Boi will try his best to accompany whenever he is free, and my mother has tolerated so much with my sudden change in temper.
I wish I can have better control over my temper. Was quite easily agitated recently. Felt so bad with the people around me, especially the closer ones.
Boi was discussing with me regarding application for HDB flat. Still on the look-out for a good location and decent place. Haha.
Well, we have no money to buy a flat now lar, that's why is on the look-out.
Heard from boi that JJ wanted to be our neighbour. Wow, then we can have mini gatherings liao.
Ok, think too far le.
Apply for flat is for the long-run, coz you still have to queue for your turn..(for new flat lar)
Many things to take into consideration.
Need to wait for boi to finish school and find a proper job...still very long..
So now, must save money!!!
By the time everything is settled, we should have enough money, and our flat will be ready too?? Too idealistic, but no harm.
This CNY, I only bought one shirt k. Some more it is meant for working. Will try my best to save up. :)
Wish my throat will be better after tonight.
I need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow. Sigh~
Micro-teaching trial for Chemistry tomorrow. Bless me!
Today, I am happy.
An old uncle was so elated when I gave up seat to him. Before he alighted at Tiong Bahru, he thanked us and said, "God will bless both of you."
I was really happy to hear that. :D
Shall continue with this good deed.
It's the small little efforts that count. ♥
It seems like it is getting worse. My vocal chord is badly affected by the cough, and I can't raise my voice.
How?
Tomorrow and the day after are my micro-teaching. Sigh.
Life is pretty great recently because of boi and my forgiving mother.
Boi will try his best to accompany whenever he is free, and my mother has tolerated so much with my sudden change in temper.
I wish I can have better control over my temper. Was quite easily agitated recently. Felt so bad with the people around me, especially the closer ones.
Boi was discussing with me regarding application for HDB flat. Still on the look-out for a good location and decent place. Haha.
Well, we have no money to buy a flat now lar, that's why is on the look-out.
Heard from boi that JJ wanted to be our neighbour. Wow, then we can have mini gatherings liao.
Ok, think too far le.
Apply for flat is for the long-run, coz you still have to queue for your turn..(for new flat lar)
Many things to take into consideration.
Need to wait for boi to finish school and find a proper job...still very long..
So now, must save money!!!
By the time everything is settled, we should have enough money, and our flat will be ready too?? Too idealistic, but no harm.
This CNY, I only bought one shirt k. Some more it is meant for working. Will try my best to save up. :)
Wish my throat will be better after tonight.
I need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow. Sigh~
Micro-teaching trial for Chemistry tomorrow. Bless me!
Today, I am happy.
An old uncle was so elated when I gave up seat to him. Before he alighted at Tiong Bahru, he thanked us and said, "God will bless both of you."
I was really happy to hear that. :D
Shall continue with this good deed.
It's the small little efforts that count. ♥
Monday, January 25, 2010
Last weekend
Met Boi in the morning after lesson on Friday. Wasn't feeling quite well then. He came over to fetch me. :)
We went Gain City's sale at Expo, coz boi wanted to get a netbook. And yes, he finally got one. haha.
I fell really sick in the evening. It worsened after helping my parents, had to carry heavy stuff..
Still, I went to meet up with hy and cy. :)
Had a great dinner with them at Marche. I only ate some veg-based salad. No meat.
Then we went to Fruit Paradise for dessert, coz of cy's craving.
The view from my seat. Can see that our place is dimly-lighted. Well, should say that there is no light, just the light from outside.
Our food (have eaten quite a big portion before taking) and the very interesting pic of the day that I happened to take. :)
I wish to go back for another fruit tart!!! It is damn nice lar.
Had been a vegetarian for the whole day. :)
Went home having a high fever....slept for 8 hours, finally. Should I be happy that I fell ill?
On Saturday, I felt so much better, though a bit giddy still...
I went out with boi to Suntec to search for the pouch for his new netbook.
Rested the whole afternoon...
Then, at night, we went Central for dinner with his family, and off to Chinatown...
Saw Pei2, Ghim Hong and Zhi Ying at Central. I was walking toward Chinatown with boi and his family then.
So coincidental.
That's about all.
Didn't do work for the whole Friday and Saturday.
Sunday had a good time doing my Maths, but all my planned timetable was disrupted. Sigh.
So now, I'm rushing like mad. :(
Ok, back to work.
We went Gain City's sale at Expo, coz boi wanted to get a netbook. And yes, he finally got one. haha.
I fell really sick in the evening. It worsened after helping my parents, had to carry heavy stuff..
Still, I went to meet up with hy and cy. :)
Had a great dinner with them at Marche. I only ate some veg-based salad. No meat.
Then we went to Fruit Paradise for dessert, coz of cy's craving.
The view from my seat. Can see that our place is dimly-lighted. Well, should say that there is no light, just the light from outside.
Our food (have eaten quite a big portion before taking) and the very interesting pic of the day that I happened to take. :)
Had been a vegetarian for the whole day. :)
Went home having a high fever....slept for 8 hours, finally. Should I be happy that I fell ill?
On Saturday, I felt so much better, though a bit giddy still...
I went out with boi to Suntec to search for the pouch for his new netbook.
Rested the whole afternoon...
Then, at night, we went Central for dinner with his family, and off to Chinatown...
Saw Pei2, Ghim Hong and Zhi Ying at Central. I was walking toward Chinatown with boi and his family then.
So coincidental.
That's about all.
Didn't do work for the whole Friday and Saturday.
Sunday had a good time doing my Maths, but all my planned timetable was disrupted. Sigh.
So now, I'm rushing like mad. :(
Ok, back to work.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
IMM, a potential hang out place.
While travelling to Boon Lay this morning, I suddenly felt something is missing.
I kept thinking what on earth makes me feel that there is something not there.
Then, I realised that last week, boi went to school with me and accompanied me thru' the lesson.
I missed him badly when he isn't around.
Went JP for lunch and got a card for boi. Why give him a card? There is this sudden strong feeling that I must write a card to him to thank him for all his supports.
A simple card, yes. Nothing, just all my grateful words and a big THANK YOU. :)
Listened to a NIE talk today evening, and boi came over to fetch me for dinner cum go home.
Being really sick of the food in JP, we travelled to IMM. Wise choice, indeed. :)
Had a very filling dinner, though my stomach is giving me problem. Sidetrack abit. I have frequent stomachache for the past few months. I had no idea why, but I just like to go toilet at the wrong time. This often makes boi piss off, but I can't control too.
Anyway, back to our dinner. Boi, as usual, very KB with the missing servings. I was quite irritated by that too. Well, it's still a great dinner after all.
Walked around in IMM, can't possibly finish walking, coz it's too big. haha.
Bought something to make my day. Damn happy.
Boi sent me home, and we had a pleasant ride listening to FM 93.3.
Love it. ♥
I kept thinking what on earth makes me feel that there is something not there.
Then, I realised that last week, boi went to school with me and accompanied me thru' the lesson.
I missed him badly when he isn't around.
Went JP for lunch and got a card for boi. Why give him a card? There is this sudden strong feeling that I must write a card to him to thank him for all his supports.
A simple card, yes. Nothing, just all my grateful words and a big THANK YOU. :)
Listened to a NIE talk today evening, and boi came over to fetch me for dinner cum go home.
Being really sick of the food in JP, we travelled to IMM. Wise choice, indeed. :)
Had a very filling dinner, though my stomach is giving me problem. Sidetrack abit. I have frequent stomachache for the past few months. I had no idea why, but I just like to go toilet at the wrong time. This often makes boi piss off, but I can't control too.
Anyway, back to our dinner. Boi, as usual, very KB with the missing servings. I was quite irritated by that too. Well, it's still a great dinner after all.
Walked around in IMM, can't possibly finish walking, coz it's too big. haha.
Bought something to make my day. Damn happy.
Boi sent me home, and we had a pleasant ride listening to FM 93.3.
Love it. ♥
Monday, January 18, 2010
My artpiece!
Guess who is this fella? The one with an oversized sunglasses, acting cool while leaning against the railings.
He is damn cute lar. Haha.
Yes, this is the pic that I've mentioned previously. Someone sent it to me through email. :)
I'm lovin' it!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
A few things to say...
Firstly, I got the sudden urge to go for jogging, even though I just finished 3.6km about 4 hours ago. I still need time to find back my mood-swinging motivation.
Secondly, I really love my blog. BHB. It's clean and nice, especially with pictures. :) Keep it up!
Thirdly, I'm kinda happy that I have completed my Maths Lesson Plan, finally!
Fourthly, I don't know if I can go for the Consonance's concert...I want to go!!!
Lastly, I love my boi. Haha. Random. He is just so cute. I should have gotten the copy of my "artistic" work on one of his kindergarten's photos lar, so that I can post it up here.
Ok, back on my task.
Secondly, I really love my blog. BHB. It's clean and nice, especially with pictures. :) Keep it up!
Thirdly, I'm kinda happy that I have completed my Maths Lesson Plan, finally!
Fourthly, I don't know if I can go for the Consonance's concert...I want to go!!!
Lastly, I love my boi. Haha. Random. He is just so cute. I should have gotten the copy of my "artistic" work on one of his kindergarten's photos lar, so that I can post it up here.
Ok, back on my task.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Goes to school.
Date: 14 January 2010
At NIE porch, waiting for boi to fetch me for dinner. :)
Quite stressed with assignments, reading all the content regarding Social Context...
Went JP for dinner...happy!
Date: Today
Took a cab to school...oopz!
The view of Suntec and Tanjong Pagar at 6 plus in the morning is really great.
Too bad I was too tired, only managed to take a few, and not so good photos.
The taxi uncle was nice. I don't really like uncles who talk to me throughout the journey. Yar, I don't really like to talk -- woman with few words. Throughout the journey, I could sleep though subconsciously I was still aware of what's going on.
Due to my insomnia, I had only 3 hours of rest. That's the reason why I decided to take cab.
Reached NTU at 7.20am.
A great breakfast and surfing the net mark a good start of the day.
Normal lessons, and a short walk at Bugis before I went home.
I am really troubled by assignments. I have no idea how to start because there are so many! Deadlines are all so near, I really need to know where and how to start.
At NIE porch, waiting for boi to fetch me for dinner. :)
Quite stressed with assignments, reading all the content regarding Social Context...
Went JP for dinner...happy!
Date: Today
Took a cab to school...oopz!
The view of Suntec and Tanjong Pagar at 6 plus in the morning is really great.
Too bad I was too tired, only managed to take a few, and not so good photos.
The taxi uncle was nice. I don't really like uncles who talk to me throughout the journey. Yar, I don't really like to talk -- woman with few words. Throughout the journey, I could sleep though subconsciously I was still aware of what's going on.
Due to my insomnia, I had only 3 hours of rest. That's the reason why I decided to take cab.
Reached NTU at 7.20am.
A great breakfast and surfing the net mark a good start of the day.
Normal lessons, and a short walk at Bugis before I went home.
I am really troubled by assignments. I have no idea how to start because there are so many! Deadlines are all so near, I really need to know where and how to start.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Felt the love~♥
Boi accompanied me to school today. Not only that, he waited for me at NIE library for my lesson to end, and had dinner with me. :)
I told him I missed him badly, and he put in so much effort to spend all the time he has with me. *touched*
He told me that his mom asked him when he wanted to apply for a flat. So funny. Mother and grandmother persuading him to get married. Perhaps, he is too annoying at home. Just kidding.
He is the 开心果 at home, and always entertain me with his small little jokes, and his EXPRESSIONS!
Ok, enought of that.
Though I am stressed out by all those assignments, his care and love for me seem to mask all these pains. :D
I am getting more and more greedy..
I feel terrible everytime we bid goodbye.
When I see him, I wish I can see him more.
When I don't see him, I will feel terrible.
Hope I can learn to be more independent. But it seems like I'm becoming more and more reliant on him.
An idea came across my mind...
I feel that I should make an effort to take a photo a day or at least a week, and post it on blog.
A picture speaks a thousand words. It's such an ancient saying, yet it is very relevant.
I'm not a person with many words, especially with my thoughts, and I think photos can sometimes convey my thoughts.
Hmm, good idea. *clap clap clap*
Alright, back to assignment. Siigggghhhh~~~
I told him I missed him badly, and he put in so much effort to spend all the time he has with me. *touched*
He told me that his mom asked him when he wanted to apply for a flat. So funny. Mother and grandmother persuading him to get married. Perhaps, he is too annoying at home. Just kidding.
He is the 开心果 at home, and always entertain me with his small little jokes, and his EXPRESSIONS!
Ok, enought of that.
Though I am stressed out by all those assignments, his care and love for me seem to mask all these pains. :D
I am getting more and more greedy..
I feel terrible everytime we bid goodbye.
When I see him, I wish I can see him more.
When I don't see him, I will feel terrible.
Hope I can learn to be more independent. But it seems like I'm becoming more and more reliant on him.
An idea came across my mind...
I feel that I should make an effort to take a photo a day or at least a week, and post it on blog.
A picture speaks a thousand words. It's such an ancient saying, yet it is very relevant.
I'm not a person with many words, especially with my thoughts, and I think photos can sometimes convey my thoughts.
Hmm, good idea. *clap clap clap*
Alright, back to assignment. Siigggghhhh~~~
Monday, January 11, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Lesson Plan again!
I need to think of what to write for this lesson plan. Totally have no idea how to make this lesson an interesting one. Argh!
Cubes and Cube Roots.
Anyone has any idea or has any experience learning this topic? Can share?
Cubes and Cube Roots.
Anyone has any idea or has any experience learning this topic? Can share?
Friday, January 1, 2010
222 posts till Dec 31, 2009
Spent my last day of 2009 at boi's house.
Nothing special, nothing interesting, nothing exciting...
Just a simple sit-down at his living room watching TV with his parents.
Don't know why, I felt so happy!
Received a wonderful gift from boi on our 6th Anniversary.
It's a nicely made photo album with little notes here and there.
So thoughtful of him, and I treasured it a lot. :)
How I wish I can make something like this, but I don't have that talent lar.
Today, 1st January 2010.
I am at home doing my assignments!!!
No choice, I have to complete them no matter what.
Electricity charges increased, so must save more...Sianz.
For this new year, I hope I can have....
1. a good health
2. good results
3. smooth-sailing career
4. a good relationship with boi & my family
Of course, I want to complete a 10-km run. Haha. I need to find back the motivation to run.
Nothing special, nothing interesting, nothing exciting...
Just a simple sit-down at his living room watching TV with his parents.
Don't know why, I felt so happy!
Received a wonderful gift from boi on our 6th Anniversary.
It's a nicely made photo album with little notes here and there.
So thoughtful of him, and I treasured it a lot. :)
How I wish I can make something like this, but I don't have that talent lar.
Today, 1st January 2010.
I am at home doing my assignments!!!
No choice, I have to complete them no matter what.
Electricity charges increased, so must save more...Sianz.
For this new year, I hope I can have....
1. a good health
2. good results
3. smooth-sailing career
4. a good relationship with boi & my family
Of course, I want to complete a 10-km run. Haha. I need to find back the motivation to run.
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