Just when I want to start doing my PPT slides, my mind suddenly went blank. I can't think of what to write....so I came here to blog something.
Saw many people found their jobs, glad for them, but sad for me. Anyway, i will continue to try.
Has been watching 妙手仁心 III on Channel U. I love Hong Kong shows! They are always so catchy, and make me addicted to the show by just watching one episode. The writers must be really good. haha. Hope for more nice and non-violent HK shows to come.
*mind went blank*
erm, oh, shiwen & pei pei are meeting me next week. There are mixed feelings inside my head. I am quite excited to see them, yet I am scared. It's been really long since we've last talked. 7 yrs? hmm, I don't know how this meet-up will turn out, but I am glad that I get to see them again. :)
Have not been feeling well since monday. I don't know what has happened. My body just suddenly don't feel right in the midst of exam. It lasted a while, and stopped. Then, from Monday night onwards, coughing comes with slight running nose. All lasted a while. They just come on and off. So, I don't know if I need to see doctor. Oh yar, talking about seeing doctor. My wisdom tooth is really irritating. It grew in the wrong direction, and my gums hurt over a period of time. I think I'll go see dentist after my FYP presentation. I wanted so badly for it to be removed. Stupid wisdom tooth! I'm ok if it is useless, but I'm not ok when it creates problem...
Alright, time for dinner.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
暖暖
A song dedicated to boi...the lyrics suited him so well...hope he'll like it.
《暖暖》
都可以随便的 你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的 你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢 毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享的汤我们俩吃汤吃一个碗
左心房暖暖的好保暖
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道 真心的对我好
不要求回报 爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的 你对自己更重要
都可以随便的 你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的 你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你 细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感 什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼著歌你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道 真心的对我好
不要求回报 爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的 你对自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道 从来都很低调
自信心不高 爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的 你对自己更重要
《暖暖》
都可以随便的 你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的 你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢 毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享的汤我们俩吃汤吃一个碗
左心房暖暖的好保暖
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道 真心的对我好
不要求回报 爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的 你对自己更重要
都可以随便的 你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的 你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你 细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感 什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼著歌你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道 真心的对我好
不要求回报 爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的 你对自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道 从来都很低调
自信心不高 爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的 你对自己更重要
Red!
My new blogskin!
came up with red coloured blog...Just feel that I need some vibrancy added to my life, so I had this simple and bright blog. Hope it isn't too uncomfortable to the eye.
I pray hard that I can at least fit into 2nd lower honours....so that it will make my job searching much easier. Job searching is so difficult...haiz~ I have no mood to prepare the slides. How? So bored at home....
came up with red coloured blog...Just feel that I need some vibrancy added to my life, so I had this simple and bright blog. Hope it isn't too uncomfortable to the eye.
I pray hard that I can at least fit into 2nd lower honours....so that it will make my job searching much easier. Job searching is so difficult...haiz~ I have no mood to prepare the slides. How? So bored at home....
Monday, April 28, 2008
Exams "R" over!
yeah! finally...no more exams unless I flung *touchwood*...so happy!!! But there is still FYP presentation...hmm..that's aside.
It was a morning paper, and cy & I went vivocity to for Superdog and watched Harold & Kumar..haha..the show was filled with racism. But I still think the previous one is much better, more laughters. It humiliated George W. Bush...if it is Singapore, I don't think the movie will be up on screen. Anyway, lotsa dirty jokes and stupid acts of Kumar. Overall, still quite ok.
My sister had her first exam today. And guess what? she remembered the time wrongly. She thought it was a 5pm paper, when it was actually 1pm!!! She realised it at 1pm lor...people were in the exam hall, and yet she was still at home...how blur. So, she took a cab down. The taxi driver was really good. He tried his best to reach NUS within the shortest time (15 min). My sis was 20 min late for the exam, and well, she obviously couldn't finish. Haiz~ And she said, "I can't get A+ this time round...but B." Yar, actually it's quite sad. Hope she learnt her lesson.
Ooh, many things happened during the weekend....and I was glad that everything happened, and I still can finish my last paper well.
Boi called my parents on Saturday telling them that I wanted to breakup with him...he had a conversation with my mum...and I didn't know it.
So, I felt something is wrong when I reach home..why my parents and sisters talked so weirdly? telling me how good boi is...hmm, but I never expect boi to call up. Then, boi called my hp after he finished his work..I was hard-hearted then. I told myself that I won't want to get back as everything just feels so wrong. Anyway, I did sense his helplessness at the other end of the phone line..He cried, I knew, but he never said anything. I started to ponder, "Did I did something wrong again this time?" After hearing from boi, I decided that I shouldn't be so mean. So, we decide to start over again. (I know everything sounds so bo liao, but this time round, it really makes me learn a good lesson.) I sensed how much he can't lose me, and how much he wanted me to support him...
On sunday, my parents, esp. my mum, talked to me about my relationship with boi. She told me many things that I've neglected about boi. His stress, how much things he need to juggle with just 24hrs a day. She told me that my whole family likes boi alot, and they can sense how much boi loves me. He is willing to spend every available hour with me, instead of resting at home. My mum asked, "How many people can stand your mood-swinged attitude? If it is other people, they would have left you long ago. But boi stood by you. He contained your reprimand, and treated you like a baby." At that moment, tears trickled down uncontrollably. I realised how naive I was. It's all my fault, all along.
I met boi after that, coz he was here to fetch me for yum cha with his family. His gentleness, no sense of hatred, no anger, all melted my heart. I couldn't control myself, and broke down. He told me that everything was fine, don't worry. He even helped me to tell my mum about the "NIE" issue, when I had already asked for a breakup. He was thinking of me, how to help me, even when I was mean to him. I was really bad. Everything else is history....
We were back together again, but this time, I treasured him more....I don't want him to cry because of me again. "Dear, I'm sorry. Let's work hard for our future k...."
yup, happy again.
Sorry for the hoo-ha that I've caused.... *guilty expression*
It was a morning paper, and cy & I went vivocity to for Superdog and watched Harold & Kumar..haha..the show was filled with racism. But I still think the previous one is much better, more laughters. It humiliated George W. Bush...if it is Singapore, I don't think the movie will be up on screen. Anyway, lotsa dirty jokes and stupid acts of Kumar. Overall, still quite ok.
My sister had her first exam today. And guess what? she remembered the time wrongly. She thought it was a 5pm paper, when it was actually 1pm!!! She realised it at 1pm lor...people were in the exam hall, and yet she was still at home...how blur. So, she took a cab down. The taxi driver was really good. He tried his best to reach NUS within the shortest time (15 min). My sis was 20 min late for the exam, and well, she obviously couldn't finish. Haiz~ And she said, "I can't get A+ this time round...but B." Yar, actually it's quite sad. Hope she learnt her lesson.
Ooh, many things happened during the weekend....and I was glad that everything happened, and I still can finish my last paper well.
Boi called my parents on Saturday telling them that I wanted to breakup with him...he had a conversation with my mum...and I didn't know it.
So, I felt something is wrong when I reach home..why my parents and sisters talked so weirdly? telling me how good boi is...hmm, but I never expect boi to call up. Then, boi called my hp after he finished his work..I was hard-hearted then. I told myself that I won't want to get back as everything just feels so wrong. Anyway, I did sense his helplessness at the other end of the phone line..He cried, I knew, but he never said anything. I started to ponder, "Did I did something wrong again this time?" After hearing from boi, I decided that I shouldn't be so mean. So, we decide to start over again. (I know everything sounds so bo liao, but this time round, it really makes me learn a good lesson.) I sensed how much he can't lose me, and how much he wanted me to support him...
On sunday, my parents, esp. my mum, talked to me about my relationship with boi. She told me many things that I've neglected about boi. His stress, how much things he need to juggle with just 24hrs a day. She told me that my whole family likes boi alot, and they can sense how much boi loves me. He is willing to spend every available hour with me, instead of resting at home. My mum asked, "How many people can stand your mood-swinged attitude? If it is other people, they would have left you long ago. But boi stood by you. He contained your reprimand, and treated you like a baby." At that moment, tears trickled down uncontrollably. I realised how naive I was. It's all my fault, all along.
I met boi after that, coz he was here to fetch me for yum cha with his family. His gentleness, no sense of hatred, no anger, all melted my heart. I couldn't control myself, and broke down. He told me that everything was fine, don't worry. He even helped me to tell my mum about the "NIE" issue, when I had already asked for a breakup. He was thinking of me, how to help me, even when I was mean to him. I was really bad. Everything else is history....
We were back together again, but this time, I treasured him more....I don't want him to cry because of me again. "Dear, I'm sorry. Let's work hard for our future k...."
yup, happy again.
Sorry for the hoo-ha that I've caused.... *guilty expression*
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Today is a bad day.
I was studying in National Library today. Taught a secondary school boy how to do maths, coz he did it wrongly, and I can't bear to see him keep doing the wrong way. Haha. I thought I was very kpo. Anyway, just when I wanted to delete some messages from my phone, I saw messages way back to year 2005. It was so long ago. Some daily little messages from boi, and they were so sweet. And when I scrolled back to the present, the messages were so different...so emotionless and short.
I'm very depressed, so depressed till I didn't eat my dinner as I don't have any appetite. Today marks the end of my relationship with boi. He didn't even bother to message me the whole day. Anyway, too many bad things happened in our relationship these few months. We were unable to continue with it. It may be a blessing to end it now, only that I can't think of a white lie to cover my sadness. He must be tired too. *take in a deep breath* I shall let my mood settle down soon. Studying is a way to forget about emotions, and it's a good way. Don't worry, I will recover very soon! :)
My house area had two cases of robbery today. So scary...I hate to stay in this area. Hope I can move out of here soon....move away from all the miseries and problems.
YES 93.3 still played "Bad day" by Daniel Powter. Wow, it fits in so well.
Ok, I need to get back to study....
I'm very depressed, so depressed till I didn't eat my dinner as I don't have any appetite. Today marks the end of my relationship with boi. He didn't even bother to message me the whole day. Anyway, too many bad things happened in our relationship these few months. We were unable to continue with it. It may be a blessing to end it now, only that I can't think of a white lie to cover my sadness. He must be tired too. *take in a deep breath* I shall let my mood settle down soon. Studying is a way to forget about emotions, and it's a good way. Don't worry, I will recover very soon! :)
My house area had two cases of robbery today. So scary...I hate to stay in this area. Hope I can move out of here soon....move away from all the miseries and problems.
YES 93.3 still played "Bad day" by Daniel Powter. Wow, it fits in so well.
Ok, I need to get back to study....
Friday, April 25, 2008
Study.
Had been studying for Adv. Bio for the week, actually not. I just started yesterday, coz the past few days nothing goes into my head. So many facts to remember, I don't know if my small brain can take in the information. Anyway, I'll just try my best.
Last paper. I don't feel a thing, perhaps because the exam isn't over yet. Being a worrisome person, my heart is already racing when my mind reminds me of FYP presentation. Argh! At the moment, I really wish I can finish everything asap. BUT I was still halfway through only. Sigh. Shall not think too much.
My parents have been nagging, asking why I still haven't find a job. I simply ignore them, with a black face. Hello! You think it is so easy to get a job now? Not as if I didn't send in anything, is just that no company replied. My mum (always so authoritative) "ORDERED" me to go NIE. F***! It's my future, why must I listen to her? I don't want to do something that I don't even have a single interest on. Anyway, I'm still in search for work, so why should I just dump everything and go for NIE? Shouldn't I at least try out what I can get from the working world? I hate my mum, always! I'm 23 now, and she is still controlling my everything. And she still dare to say that she is not controlling me, since I've grown up. Rubbish! Whatever I do, and if she doesn't like it, I will get a super black face from her, with scoldings come subsequently.
Shall not talk about that woman. I will be very good to her if she just don't force me to do things HER WAY.
Oh, I've decided not to go for any grad trip. I don't have the $$, and I don't wish to travel now. Even if I go overseas, I won't be happy. I'm waiting for boi to be free one day, and we can go travel together...haha...I will start working after my FYP presentation (a temp job)....so that I can still get some pay while I'm in search for a perm job.
Alright, I need to start studying...very lag behind...why always lidat? haiz~
Last paper. I don't feel a thing, perhaps because the exam isn't over yet. Being a worrisome person, my heart is already racing when my mind reminds me of FYP presentation. Argh! At the moment, I really wish I can finish everything asap. BUT I was still halfway through only. Sigh. Shall not think too much.
My parents have been nagging, asking why I still haven't find a job. I simply ignore them, with a black face. Hello! You think it is so easy to get a job now? Not as if I didn't send in anything, is just that no company replied. My mum (always so authoritative) "ORDERED" me to go NIE. F***! It's my future, why must I listen to her? I don't want to do something that I don't even have a single interest on. Anyway, I'm still in search for work, so why should I just dump everything and go for NIE? Shouldn't I at least try out what I can get from the working world? I hate my mum, always! I'm 23 now, and she is still controlling my everything. And she still dare to say that she is not controlling me, since I've grown up. Rubbish! Whatever I do, and if she doesn't like it, I will get a super black face from her, with scoldings come subsequently.
Shall not talk about that woman. I will be very good to her if she just don't force me to do things HER WAY.
Oh, I've decided not to go for any grad trip. I don't have the $$, and I don't wish to travel now. Even if I go overseas, I won't be happy. I'm waiting for boi to be free one day, and we can go travel together...haha...I will start working after my FYP presentation (a temp job)....so that I can still get some pay while I'm in search for a perm job.
Alright, I need to start studying...very lag behind...why always lidat? haiz~
Thursday, April 24, 2008
思念
I miss boi a lot.
Just realised that he is very stressed up, and yet I'm still giving him problem. I hated myself for making him cry, for making him lose his temper.....he is a very nice guy...he never lose his temper in front of me, only when I make him angry. I was bad. I'm very guilty.
He told me not to feel so bad, but I just can't forgive myself for all the trouble I've caused for him. I'm very sorry. I should be more understanding. I should be more independent.
思念是一种病，我认同。要不是因为思念他，就不会搞到这么多问题。对不起！
I really miss him, miss him so much.
Just realised that he is very stressed up, and yet I'm still giving him problem. I hated myself for making him cry, for making him lose his temper.....he is a very nice guy...he never lose his temper in front of me, only when I make him angry. I was bad. I'm very guilty.
He told me not to feel so bad, but I just can't forgive myself for all the trouble I've caused for him. I'm very sorry. I should be more understanding. I should be more independent.
思念是一种病，我认同。要不是因为思念他，就不会搞到这么多问题。对不起！
I really miss him, miss him so much.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
The rose
A song that I've heard since those days in TK choir....
Part of the lyrics...so meaningful.
"Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and you it's only seed.
It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin', that never learns to live."
Part of the lyrics...so meaningful.
"Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and you it's only seed.
It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin', that never learns to live."
Monday, April 21, 2008
Study & enjoy
Last saturday I went over to boi's office to study for my polymer physics. I enjoyed studying with that environment....the feeling of quietness, with your loved one beside you...not feeling guilty, because he is also busy with his work. Washed toilet when I'm sick of studying...haha...(ok, excluding that. I just can't stand dirty toilet.) Everything is so nice. The only thing that is not good is, there is no food at that area!!! Boi and I went Tampines for an extremely late lunch.
He was there to collect some stuff, so we 顺便 had our lunch there. Mind you, the lunch was at about 4pm. Then, we travelled to TM for a mini shopping...haha...Boi wanted to watch the Jackie Chan & Jet Li's show...but I wasn't a bit interested, so I told him don't watch, coz it's a waste of $$...I knew he was quite disappointed, but I seriously don't want to waste his $$, coz I don't like to watch a CHINESE show with people speaking ENGLISH! so awkward.
Anyway, I saw the price of Nina Ricci at TAB....much cheaper than SASA....the bigger bottle is $92, where SASA sells it at $107 plus. The smaller one at $50 plus, and SASA don't have....Oh, then we travelled to Airport T3 again....boi lar, he super loves Airport lor. And I checked out the price of the smaller bottle of Nina at the Perfumes & Cosmetics..$80plus...oh, TAB is still cheapest...haha...
Oh, we had Sakae Teppanyaki again....within 3 weeks, we ate 4 times!!! oopz~
Then, we strolled around the basement area, and I saw yu at Mini Bits, with her family. Her nephew is very cute, but very noisy too...haha...Had a great time out...
Boi sent me home early because I need to study...anyway, it's a great day studying & enjoying myself...
yx just came home moaning in pain...She sprained her hip while having her SHUTTER RUN.. (-_-)||| yes, this is really my expression. How can someone sprain her hip while doing shutter run???? It's the first time I heard about this. Anyway, she had difficulty sitting down or squatting. All she can do is to stand or lie down. I experienced it before, it's really painful...my mum is bringing her to see 跌打医师, hopefully she'll recover soon.
Last paper to go, and seems like I'm nearing the end of my school life. Feel slightly nostalgic, but life still carries on. Alright, shall go study for Advanced Biomaterials now.
He was there to collect some stuff, so we 顺便 had our lunch there. Mind you, the lunch was at about 4pm. Then, we travelled to TM for a mini shopping...haha...Boi wanted to watch the Jackie Chan & Jet Li's show...but I wasn't a bit interested, so I told him don't watch, coz it's a waste of $$...I knew he was quite disappointed, but I seriously don't want to waste his $$, coz I don't like to watch a CHINESE show with people speaking ENGLISH! so awkward.
Anyway, I saw the price of Nina Ricci at TAB....much cheaper than SASA....the bigger bottle is $92, where SASA sells it at $107 plus. The smaller one at $50 plus, and SASA don't have....Oh, then we travelled to Airport T3 again....boi lar, he super loves Airport lor. And I checked out the price of the smaller bottle of Nina at the Perfumes & Cosmetics..$80plus...oh, TAB is still cheapest...haha...
Oh, we had Sakae Teppanyaki again....within 3 weeks, we ate 4 times!!! oopz~
Then, we strolled around the basement area, and I saw yu at Mini Bits, with her family. Her nephew is very cute, but very noisy too...haha...Had a great time out...
Boi sent me home early because I need to study...anyway, it's a great day studying & enjoying myself...
yx just came home moaning in pain...She sprained her hip while having her SHUTTER RUN.. (-_-)||| yes, this is really my expression. How can someone sprain her hip while doing shutter run???? It's the first time I heard about this. Anyway, she had difficulty sitting down or squatting. All she can do is to stand or lie down. I experienced it before, it's really painful...my mum is bringing her to see 跌打医师, hopefully she'll recover soon.
Last paper to go, and seems like I'm nearing the end of my school life. Feel slightly nostalgic, but life still carries on. Alright, shall go study for Advanced Biomaterials now.
Hours before exam
I've reached school since 8am when my exam starts only at 1pm. You may think that I must be mad, why not have a longer stay at home? I don't know leh, just think that I will have more focus in memorising stuff in school. Looks like I've studied everything, yet there seemed to be some things that I've missed. Hopefully the fears are redundant. The waiting time is quite a torture, coz I'm scared that I will forget something along the waiting.
Oh, I've been to the new Canteen A....very nice lor....haiz~ Too bad I couldn't enjoy it, but I'm glad that at least there is a nice place in NTU, finally!
Alright, I need to get back to study just in case I forget anything again...haha...
Thermoplastic, thermoset, elastomer, polymerisation.....*and on, and on, and on*
Oh, I've been to the new Canteen A....very nice lor....haiz~ Too bad I couldn't enjoy it, but I'm glad that at least there is a nice place in NTU, finally!
Alright, I need to get back to study just in case I forget anything again...haha...
Thermoplastic, thermoset, elastomer, polymerisation.....*and on, and on, and on*
Friday, April 18, 2008
Definitions (email)
School: A place where Papa pays and Son plays.
Life Insurance: A contract that keeps you poor all your life so that you can die Rich.
Nurse: A person who wakes u up to give you sleeping pills.
Marriage: It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters.
Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower.
Lecture: An art of transferring information from the notes of the Lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through 'the minds of either'
Conference: The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.
Compromise: The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.
Dictionary: A place where success comes before work.
Conference Room: A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.
Father: A banker provided by nature.
Boss: Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.
Politician: One who shakes your hand before elections and your Confidence after.
Doctor: A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.
Classic: Books, which people praise, but do not read.
Smile: A curve that can set a lot of things straight.
Office: A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.
Yawn: The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.
Etc.: A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
Committee: Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.
Experience: The name men give to their mistakes.
Atom Bomb: An invention to end all inventions.
Philosopher: A fool who torments himself during life, to be wise after death
The red ones are the one that I personally preferred...hope you like it.
Life Insurance: A contract that keeps you poor all your life so that you can die Rich.
Nurse: A person who wakes u up to give you sleeping pills.
Marriage: It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters.
Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower.
Lecture: An art of transferring information from the notes of the Lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through 'the minds of either'
Conference: The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.
Compromise: The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.
Dictionary: A place where success comes before work.
Conference Room: A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.
Father: A banker provided by nature.
Boss: Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.
Politician: One who shakes your hand before elections and your Confidence after.
Doctor: A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.
Classic: Books, which people praise, but do not read.
Smile: A curve that can set a lot of things straight.
Office: A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.
Yawn: The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.
Etc.: A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
Committee: Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.
Experience: The name men give to their mistakes.
Atom Bomb: An invention to end all inventions.
Philosopher: A fool who torments himself during life, to be wise after death
The red ones are the one that I personally preferred...hope you like it.
Back from school
Just had my Engineers & Society exam....errrr, nothing much to talk about it. Can say I'm quite lucky, because the last-minute definitions that I've memorised came out!!! haha...but the rest are just words of my imagination plus a bit of facts lar..Paper wasn't very difficult, but you have to really memorise to answer those questions, so I just hope that I can pass this one.
Oh, received a perfume sample from my sister yesterday. So I tried it. I'm in love with the smell...it's
tada! Nina from Nina Ricci....
The scent is really friendly. What I mean by friendly....it doesn't have the smell-and-make-you-sneeze scent. It's a bit sweet. Haha. I love it, but the price is not very sweet. Shall buy it one day, for sure, but only after I got myself a job. :)
*love love*
CY was into the zipper bag too!!! haha...in case you ask what it is...
yup, you can unzip the whole bag and put it in your pocket, and zip it into a bag when you need it...
I bought a pencil case (model: ZM), the blue one with my name on..
CY saw it and said she has the intention to get one too...haha...so, we'll head down to Suntec after polymer physics exam this coming Monday. Oh no, then we'll have the same pencil case...I guess she'll get the green one...those army green (as shown in the pic above)...see if I got it right...haha...If you want to find out more about the zipper bag, click here!
Alright, shall start my polymer physics now before I end up regretting not studying it early, which is always the case.
Oh, my Nina Ricci perfume......hmmmm.....
*photos from internet
Oh, received a perfume sample from my sister yesterday. So I tried it. I'm in love with the smell...it's
tada! Nina from Nina Ricci....
The scent is really friendly. What I mean by friendly....it doesn't have the smell-and-make-you-sneeze scent. It's a bit sweet. Haha. I love it, but the price is not very sweet. Shall buy it one day, for sure, but only after I got myself a job. :)
*love love*
CY was into the zipper bag too!!! haha...in case you ask what it is...
yup, you can unzip the whole bag and put it in your pocket, and zip it into a bag when you need it...
I bought a pencil case (model: ZM), the blue one with my name on..
CY saw it and said she has the intention to get one too...haha...so, we'll head down to Suntec after polymer physics exam this coming Monday. Oh no, then we'll have the same pencil case...I guess she'll get the green one...those army green (as shown in the pic above)...see if I got it right...haha...If you want to find out more about the zipper bag, click here!
Alright, shall start my polymer physics now before I end up regretting not studying it early, which is always the case.
Oh, my Nina Ricci perfume......hmmmm.....
*photos from internet
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Exams...
Last round of exams before I can say goodbye to my student life...
Still trying to find back the studying mood, but I super no mood when it comes to History. I wish I can remember whatever I've studied.
I'm changing my blogskin after exam...coz this one is too inconvenient. I realised that I do get tired of mundane stuff easily...oh, how am I going to survive being an engineer??? Anyway, whether I will get a job or not is another matter. I just want a JOB that will suffice my living and savings, that's all. Why is it so difficult to find?
back to study....
Still trying to find back the studying mood, but I super no mood when it comes to History. I wish I can remember whatever I've studied.
Exam schedule:
18/4: Engineers & Society
21/4: Polymer Physics
28/4: Advanced Biomaterials
I'm changing my blogskin after exam...coz this one is too inconvenient. I realised that I do get tired of mundane stuff easily...oh, how am I going to survive being an engineer??? Anyway, whether I will get a job or not is another matter. I just want a JOB that will suffice my living and savings, that's all. Why is it so difficult to find?
back to study....
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Thanks for clarifying.
had a great chat with boi last night...he clarified some misunderstandings that I've blogged about previously, and everything seems fine again.
We talked about saving for our future (wedding, housing, children, etc.). Quite interesting, and talking about wedding, how many people can accept a wedding without wedding dinner? We wanted that, but it seems like our parents, grandparents and relatives will disagree with us. Then, we talked about having two wedding celebrations in a day. The afternoon one with our family & relatives, and the night one for our friends & colleagues. Simple celebrations may surmount to quite a sum (after boi's calculation). SO, have to start saving now...if not, we will face many problems after getting married.
alright, my progression in study is super slow. I really don't have the mood to study, keep forcing myself to read those notes, but nothing really goes into my mind. What should I do? Having exam starting this Friday, and hopefully I can finish the battle nicely. :)
加油！
We talked about saving for our future (wedding, housing, children, etc.). Quite interesting, and talking about wedding, how many people can accept a wedding without wedding dinner? We wanted that, but it seems like our parents, grandparents and relatives will disagree with us. Then, we talked about having two wedding celebrations in a day. The afternoon one with our family & relatives, and the night one for our friends & colleagues. Simple celebrations may surmount to quite a sum (after boi's calculation). SO, have to start saving now...if not, we will face many problems after getting married.
alright, my progression in study is super slow. I really don't have the mood to study, keep forcing myself to read those notes, but nothing really goes into my mind. What should I do? Having exam starting this Friday, and hopefully I can finish the battle nicely. :)
加油！
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
3 weeks before I can meet boi
EA celebrated their 4th Anniversary last Saturday....
nothing fantastic or deserved to be mentioned other than boi promised me that he will have his whole afternoon for me, but I waited till 7pm plus before we can really have time together. Then, we went Airport T3 for dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki. The food was good, but I was too full to finish. We didn't really talk. I was upset that day, as nothing has changed...his promise was all rubbish. He didn't even realise how much I'm disappointed.
Anyway, I have really thought through, I shouldn't be the stupid one waiting for him all the time. Since he is busy with his work, then let it be bah..He asked me yesterday if I will run away if he focus on his work instead of me...I told him "yes, I will."
Yar, even if no one wants me, I will still run away, if I have the ability to. I'm not so 伟大 to say something that I know it's not possible for me to do. He said he has to earn a lot to save for the wedding...I really don't see the point of saving so much for it. Why not a simple one? Why must it be so grand? to show off? No $ then have a simple one lar, why throw the $ away lidat? not as if he is a billionair or something, not even a millionair, so why waste the $? I just can't understand how he thinks. Everytime talk about marriage, we always don't see eye to eye. Maybe I should not get married, and I don't intend to get married in the first place.
Enough of saying, it should be a happy post and not make myself angry.
On sunday, we went to fetch his family at Budget Terminal (BT). It was my first time there, and BT was really budget, there is nothing there, really nothing..Oh, his family went Hainan Island for 5 days. They bought me a hainanese chicken!!! The chicken meat turned out to be very tough, and my jaw muscle aches while chewing it. Glad that his family only went there for 5 days, if two weeks, I think boi's clothes can throw away le...you know how lazy he was? He don't even bother to wash his clothes, just throw everything there for his mother to wash. How hopeless..even my dad washed his own clothes when my mum went overseas k...I really have nothing to say about him.
Sometimes to think back, why should I give myself so much unhappiness on someone who doesn't even deserve it? We are too different. And I told him that I won't see him for these 3 weeks, and he don't even sound sad. I think he will be more than happy as I'm always bothering his work. If I wasn't there, he can concentrate more on his work. Why should I stay unhappy? he is not worthy. I can live well without him. The whole matter has been in my mind for weeks, and see how long I can bear. I still have a year plus to think of the whole matter. He told me that he will not allow me to go overseas to work. He also said that if I go overseas, he'll want to marry me first before I go. See, how selfish guys are. I didn't even agree to marry him. The more I think, the more I feel that we shouldn't get married. Do I love him? There is no more a yes or no, so much grey areas and I doubt I can handle.
Alright, back to study....super behind time...haiz~
nothing fantastic or deserved to be mentioned other than boi promised me that he will have his whole afternoon for me, but I waited till 7pm plus before we can really have time together. Then, we went Airport T3 for dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki. The food was good, but I was too full to finish. We didn't really talk. I was upset that day, as nothing has changed...his promise was all rubbish. He didn't even realise how much I'm disappointed.
Anyway, I have really thought through, I shouldn't be the stupid one waiting for him all the time. Since he is busy with his work, then let it be bah..He asked me yesterday if I will run away if he focus on his work instead of me...I told him "yes, I will."
Yar, even if no one wants me, I will still run away, if I have the ability to. I'm not so 伟大 to say something that I know it's not possible for me to do. He said he has to earn a lot to save for the wedding...I really don't see the point of saving so much for it. Why not a simple one? Why must it be so grand? to show off? No $ then have a simple one lar, why throw the $ away lidat? not as if he is a billionair or something, not even a millionair, so why waste the $? I just can't understand how he thinks. Everytime talk about marriage, we always don't see eye to eye. Maybe I should not get married, and I don't intend to get married in the first place.
Enough of saying, it should be a happy post and not make myself angry.
On sunday, we went to fetch his family at Budget Terminal (BT). It was my first time there, and BT was really budget, there is nothing there, really nothing..Oh, his family went Hainan Island for 5 days. They bought me a hainanese chicken!!! The chicken meat turned out to be very tough, and my jaw muscle aches while chewing it. Glad that his family only went there for 5 days, if two weeks, I think boi's clothes can throw away le...you know how lazy he was? He don't even bother to wash his clothes, just throw everything there for his mother to wash. How hopeless..even my dad washed his own clothes when my mum went overseas k...I really have nothing to say about him.
Sometimes to think back, why should I give myself so much unhappiness on someone who doesn't even deserve it? We are too different. And I told him that I won't see him for these 3 weeks, and he don't even sound sad. I think he will be more than happy as I'm always bothering his work. If I wasn't there, he can concentrate more on his work. Why should I stay unhappy? he is not worthy. I can live well without him. The whole matter has been in my mind for weeks, and see how long I can bear. I still have a year plus to think of the whole matter. He told me that he will not allow me to go overseas to work. He also said that if I go overseas, he'll want to marry me first before I go. See, how selfish guys are. I didn't even agree to marry him. The more I think, the more I feel that we shouldn't get married. Do I love him? There is no more a yes or no, so much grey areas and I doubt I can handle.
Alright, back to study....super behind time...haiz~
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Happy Birthday, Wen!
Had a great time spent with my girls on Monday!! Bought Bobbi Brown stuff for Wen, and we all know that she loves it. haha. I love the chit-chatting, the experience with the super spicy bake rice that wen introduced, and the Coffee Club's brownie!!! Also, not forgetting the analysis of our characters with wen's test. haha. Really had fun.
Alright, back to study... *dragging my feet*
Alright, back to study... *dragging my feet*
Monday, April 7, 2008
Self-blaming
Dad had a good talk with my mum last night. All these years, he had not been speaking about his thoughts and feelings, and yesterday, he told my mum that he was really stressed. He became afraid of his business ever since he came back. When my mum told me that, I felt so useless. I couldn't even say, "don't worry, I'll get a good job and let you (my dad) retire." I wish to tell him to bear for another year, but I can't promise anything. I can't even secure a job because of where I am and my lousy result.
I've told no one that I do have a dream. I wish to have a home that I buy, where I can let my mum grow her plants (coz she did told me that she wish that she can have a garden of her own), where dad can have his karaoke system, drinking his coffee, and not bother about work. I wouldn't mind if I'm responsible for all the housework, if I have the time. I wanted to earn money to make this possible, and it's a lot of money.
The dream seems far-fetched, as I can't even support myself now. I really wish to get a job asap, to save and repay. But wishing will not help you get anything. Right now, all I can do is to do my part, study hard and get a job.
I've told no one that I do have a dream. I wish to have a home that I buy, where I can let my mum grow her plants (coz she did told me that she wish that she can have a garden of her own), where dad can have his karaoke system, drinking his coffee, and not bother about work. I wouldn't mind if I'm responsible for all the housework, if I have the time. I wanted to earn money to make this possible, and it's a lot of money.
The dream seems far-fetched, as I can't even support myself now. I really wish to get a job asap, to save and repay. But wishing will not help you get anything. Right now, all I can do is to do my part, study hard and get a job.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
by a special writer...
Let me first introduce this special writer. This writer is basically a nice person. Two small eyes, a big nose, crooked teeth and a comical face. Also, this writer has a BMI higher than normal, and the only bad thing about this writer is LAZINESS. You may ask, then why ask this writer to write on my blog?? hmm, good question. I also don't know, or should I say, I'm forced to let this person write here. Hopefully this writer will write some decent stuff here and not scare/bore/insult my readers...haha...
Hi..I am the special writer of the month.
I am the person that XY loves/hates the most...I am not going to reveal so much about myself here. I knew XY since JC1, back then she was very nerdy..haha...but also very CUTE (she is even cuter now)...I really need to thank her for all the patience with me,never gave me up even though i was kind of lazy and useless back then (She still claims that i am lazy now..haha). I have proven to her over the years that i have changed for the better. I would like to say a BIG BIG Thank You to her and wish her all the best for her final year exam..continue to jiayou k. We will have many many more years (100 years) of happy times together!
Thanks everyone for patronising this blog!
Friday, April 4, 2008
Last day studying in NTU
Yesterday was my last day studying in NTU..cy & I decided to go Canteen 13 to try the korean food. It turned out to be good! We also tried the ice cream waffle (2 scoops + waffle = $2.90). So cheap right..CY was complaining why these stalls weren't up during her stay in Hall 13 in the past.
Yar, we were used to it. Everytime we leave a place, something good will happen, and we can't enjoy. Like in NYJC, the new building was up only after we left. We had to bear with the container classrooms, and the isolated canteen. It was worse when it rained. Oh, terrible. But the experience was quite unique lar...Received an email from NTU a few days ago, telling us that the new Canteen A will have Subway, Old Chang Kee, Canadian Pizza, Sakae Sushi, etc, next week. WTH! I can't even enjoy it. Ok, shall not complain too much.
Side note: Exam is coming really soon. Hope I can adjust my mood and study really hard for it. Haha.
Then, I travelled back home before I meet boi. It started to rain heavily, and I was so glad that I was home as I could take out my files and notes to lessen my bag's load. Also, I could bring a huge umbrella to ensure that I won't be drenched. The travelling was quite a problem. When I reached Eunos, the bus stop was packed with people & FLOODED! My poor feet had to be soaked into those dirty water. I wasn't scared of rain, but I was scared of the flood. You can see those cigarettes floating around, water was greyish to black, and some uncles just spitted on the floor. Yucks! What's worse is, there was one driver purposely drove past, and splashed the DIRTY water on us! I was quite lucky, as other people, who were quite kiasu and stood very near the edge of the bus stop, helped me to block the water. They were yelling at the driver.
After I finally reached the desired destination, it wasn't over. There is a stretch of road that I have to walk before I reach boi's office. The flood was still around, but better. BUT, there were oil stains around. You know, when oil comes into contact with water, it floats and you can see "colourful" water. Half of the stretch was basically like that. *terrible*
To digress, there was this taxi driver who purposely drove very fast when I was crossing one of the small roads. He did saw me, and he sped. I seriously hated these taxi drivers. Not that I had anything against them, but you can ask most of the drivers, these taxi drivers are always the one giving problems, like causing traffic jams. They can cross over from the first lane to the last lane to get passengers, and you know how dangerous it is. Can't blame them, coz they need to earn $. But I do think some were really bad. They parked at my house area without paying and happily sat there for coffee and chat. It wasn't one or two, but many. The poor residents like US do not have a lot to park. And I'm super glad that the gantries were up since 1st of April. Hopefully, this can deter those taxi drivers. Haha.
oh, back again. I met boi for a dinner at Bugis. It sounded quite stupid lar, I stayed so near Bugis, and I had to make a trip down to eunos to eat at bugis. Anyway, we had Sakae teppanyaki for the second time. I think I was addicted to the food there. Oishi! yar, I think that Sakae did make a right decision on opening teppanyaki restaurant. This is much better than the sushi one...haha...coz I don't like to eat sushi lar. For the time being, I don't think I will go back, because exams coming. I won't enjoy the food as much. You guys should really go and try. It's so much better. I prefer the beef set one to the seafood set, and the garlic rice is a must-try. Though from what I see, the garlic rice don't worth the price, coz you know, GARLIC leh, how expensive it can be right? But it was really good lar. Nice food, and you can see those chefs cook the food in front of you. They must be really zai to do this lar. If not, they will be performing acrobatics more like cooking le.
Ok, enough of the talking. Tomorrow is Saturday!!! I was thinking what I want to do....Shall have some planning now.
Yar, we were used to it. Everytime we leave a place, something good will happen, and we can't enjoy. Like in NYJC, the new building was up only after we left. We had to bear with the container classrooms, and the isolated canteen. It was worse when it rained. Oh, terrible. But the experience was quite unique lar...Received an email from NTU a few days ago, telling us that the new Canteen A will have Subway, Old Chang Kee, Canadian Pizza, Sakae Sushi, etc, next week. WTH! I can't even enjoy it. Ok, shall not complain too much.
Side note: Exam is coming really soon. Hope I can adjust my mood and study really hard for it. Haha.
Then, I travelled back home before I meet boi. It started to rain heavily, and I was so glad that I was home as I could take out my files and notes to lessen my bag's load. Also, I could bring a huge umbrella to ensure that I won't be drenched. The travelling was quite a problem. When I reached Eunos, the bus stop was packed with people & FLOODED! My poor feet had to be soaked into those dirty water. I wasn't scared of rain, but I was scared of the flood. You can see those cigarettes floating around, water was greyish to black, and some uncles just spitted on the floor. Yucks! What's worse is, there was one driver purposely drove past, and splashed the DIRTY water on us! I was quite lucky, as other people, who were quite kiasu and stood very near the edge of the bus stop, helped me to block the water. They were yelling at the driver.
After I finally reached the desired destination, it wasn't over. There is a stretch of road that I have to walk before I reach boi's office. The flood was still around, but better. BUT, there were oil stains around. You know, when oil comes into contact with water, it floats and you can see "colourful" water. Half of the stretch was basically like that. *terrible*
To digress, there was this taxi driver who purposely drove very fast when I was crossing one of the small roads. He did saw me, and he sped. I seriously hated these taxi drivers. Not that I had anything against them, but you can ask most of the drivers, these taxi drivers are always the one giving problems, like causing traffic jams. They can cross over from the first lane to the last lane to get passengers, and you know how dangerous it is. Can't blame them, coz they need to earn $. But I do think some were really bad. They parked at my house area without paying and happily sat there for coffee and chat. It wasn't one or two, but many. The poor residents like US do not have a lot to park. And I'm super glad that the gantries were up since 1st of April. Hopefully, this can deter those taxi drivers. Haha.
oh, back again. I met boi for a dinner at Bugis. It sounded quite stupid lar, I stayed so near Bugis, and I had to make a trip down to eunos to eat at bugis. Anyway, we had Sakae teppanyaki for the second time. I think I was addicted to the food there. Oishi! yar, I think that Sakae did make a right decision on opening teppanyaki restaurant. This is much better than the sushi one...haha...coz I don't like to eat sushi lar. For the time being, I don't think I will go back, because exams coming. I won't enjoy the food as much. You guys should really go and try. It's so much better. I prefer the beef set one to the seafood set, and the garlic rice is a must-try. Though from what I see, the garlic rice don't worth the price, coz you know, GARLIC leh, how expensive it can be right? But it was really good lar. Nice food, and you can see those chefs cook the food in front of you. They must be really zai to do this lar. If not, they will be performing acrobatics more like cooking le.
Ok, enough of the talking. Tomorrow is Saturday!!! I was thinking what I want to do....Shall have some planning now.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Bad weather
Was having a downpour just now, and now, it's so hot and stuffy..
Well, just finished my online lectures...there are more to come...
just quite sick of staring at my computer screen for hours, listening to the so not-interesting lectures. On top of that, the tone of the lecturer makes me really bored! but I still managed to pull through. What an achievement!
Yesterday was my xiao mei's birthday. She was complaining why I didn't give her anything this year, but I don't care. Hello, I don't have any input yet, so I can only treat her drinks...haha..Talking about her, she became quite hardworking ever since she came into JC. Hopefully this will last long (that's what everyone says).
Quiz coming, and I'm still not done with my study. Exams coming, yet still have a lot of online lectures to go through. I seemed unmotivated with my study recently, but I'm stopping this negative mindset. Hope I'll have enough energy to pull through all these. I'm feeling tired easily, must be the weather...and bad things don't come alone...whenever you have loads of things to fan, other stuffs just come and irritate you further. Why can't people be more understanding? Yar, we are all selfish by nature. I am. Whatever. I'm not in the position to judge people, nor can I pin-point people, so I should just let it be. I believe, everything will eventually put a stop to it, just a matter of time. So, must be strong.
Alright, time for dinner.
Well, just finished my online lectures...there are more to come...
just quite sick of staring at my computer screen for hours, listening to the so not-interesting lectures. On top of that, the tone of the lecturer makes me really bored! but I still managed to pull through. What an achievement!
Yesterday was my xiao mei's birthday. She was complaining why I didn't give her anything this year, but I don't care. Hello, I don't have any input yet, so I can only treat her drinks...haha..Talking about her, she became quite hardworking ever since she came into JC. Hopefully this will last long (that's what everyone says).
Quiz coming, and I'm still not done with my study. Exams coming, yet still have a lot of online lectures to go through. I seemed unmotivated with my study recently, but I'm stopping this negative mindset. Hope I'll have enough energy to pull through all these. I'm feeling tired easily, must be the weather...and bad things don't come alone...whenever you have loads of things to fan, other stuffs just come and irritate you further. Why can't people be more understanding? Yar, we are all selfish by nature. I am. Whatever. I'm not in the position to judge people, nor can I pin-point people, so I should just let it be. I believe, everything will eventually put a stop to it, just a matter of time. So, must be strong.
Alright, time for dinner.
平常心
街道静的刺耳
夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前
先上车 不会不舍
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得 不想再拉扯
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
我不懂得取舍
才让心痛堆着
找得到前些年
的快乐 只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前
先上车 不会不舍
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得 不想再拉扯
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
我不懂得取舍
才让心痛堆着
找得到前些年
的快乐 只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)