YN's plant

Another plant blossoms this time...it's none other than YN's plant..Definitely it is much prettier than that of Venus Flytrap...

Alright, I need to rush my assignment now.

Kloqs launched!

First of all, I want to clarify that this is not my blogshop...in case MOE find people to check on me. Haha. Anyway, I am really happy and impressed by this online shop. Yes, I do know the people who created it, that's why I am happy. I am impressed because the website is very well done..unlike many online blogshops that I have seen.

Alright, shall cut short my post...

Do find out more from the website itself..
Here's the website:

http://www.kloqs.com

What the dentist says...

I went to for a dental appointment yesterday, and enquire about my wisdom teeth. Here's what the dentist said,
"The bottom two wisdom teeth have to be removed asap, as they are affecting your other teeth. If not, you may end up having more teeth removed."

OMG! The teeth are embeded in my gums, so operation is required. I have to anticipate the day where pain will come..sigh..

I've finally finished with my lesson plan...hope there is no problem. I am getting a bit lazy to check again and again, just so tiring.


Nothing much to say...shall end here.

My plant.

Let the picture do the talking.

Pretty, isn't it? The rest of the flowers will blossom as days past.


I'm at home today coz there is no lesson. Yar, e-learning. Trying my best to do my Lesson Plan, but I just don't have the mood. Perhaps the weather is just too warm, and it makes me feel like going to somewhere air-conditioned. Anyway, I will have to force myself to study...so, end here.

While waiting for my ICT lesson...

I have waited for almost 5 hours...and my lesson is finally going to start.

In half-an-hour's time, another assignment will be off my shoulder..haha..have to start doing my maths lesson plan, but seems like I am very lacking in motivation....no idea why too. I believe I have too much work to do everyday. These few months, I just feel like I am moving at bullet train speed. Assignments after assignments, and presentations after presentations. There seems to be no time for me to rest, just hope that it will be over soon....and this hope just drag and drag...by the time I complete my assignments, it's december holidays! But, holiday still got assignments to do...but that's not the point. I just want to say that time flies when you are occupied with loads of work. It's fulfilling, so I'm not complaining. Haha.

I have finally booked our Shanghai air tickets...yeah! Hope that this 7-day trip will be enjoyable. :) I didn't plan to go many places, just Shanghai and Nanjing only...Coz I do not want my trip to be as hectic as my work...just want to relax and enjoy. :)

Don't worry, I will be back in time for Christmas, unlike last year. Haha.


Ok, time for lesson. Have a good weekend! :)

Assignments

Maths test is finally over!!

Next week I have two assignments due, so I am rushing to complete them at the moment.

Once my parents have agreed, I will be able to book our flights to Shanghai. Hopefully it can be done by today. Can't wait to go overseas lah...

My NIE friend is getting married in November, and she is inviting the whole Maths class...haha..Can't wait to see how she looks like on that day. :D  Our class monitor has organised a gathering session the week after all our major assignments are due. Well, my maths class is very interesting and talkative, so I sorta enjoy my life there. We will try our best to enjoy after the long battle in October and first week of November...Of course, NIE isn't so kind to us. We still have assignments to hand in after first week of November, just that it is more spread out. By the way, I just received a topic to prepare during my December holiday for next year's micro-teaching...Wah, sianz....even holiday also can't enjoy. They really want to make full use of us since we are paid. Haha...just kidding.

Enough say, I need to start preparing for my lesson plan and essays...


ps: I want to save enough money for a DSLR camera..I am really into it, it's just so addictive. Anyway, it may also means that I will become more antisocial after that..haha..who cares!

Burdened responsibilities

So many assignments to complete...
So many things to be responsible for...
So many problems bothering me...
So many facts to remember for test...
So many so many...


I wish I can still survive through these "so many".


ps: I just feel like scolding people...so don't agitate me! *moody*

Presentations

I have finally finished with my presentations!!! So now, here comes the assignments.

Life is just so busy and yet monotonous. I just feel that I can cope with stress better now, and I am able to complete tasks at a faster rate. Hope this efficiency can continue, as it is a good practice too. Lotsa lesson plans to do. The most difficult thing it can be is to do lesson plan, especially when different subjects have different criteria for it, it is really tedious and DIFFICULT. No joke, it is difficult. I just felt quite lost at times, partly due to the unfamiliar group members, but well....life still goes on, right?

It's time for sleeping. God knows what time I can go home tomorrow....but who cares now, just sleep first.

Just reached home

I have been staying in school from day to night for the whole week. Project deadlines are all so near, and our assignments too. Thank god that my two presentations are over, left with one tomorrow. For the previous two, they were quite successful, so hopefully tomorrow's too. Boi is really very good to me. He fetched me almost every day if I have stayed in NTU till very late. Today too, he purposely came from his house to fetch me home. Thank you so much!!!

I still have to do my reflection on blog..sianz...I don't mean here. It's a chore to do reflections when you don't even feel like doing one. I will try to complete it later.

Just checked my email, yn sent me an email to update me on herself. So happy to hear from her. I'm too busy to care about anyone recently, but at the back of my mind, I will still try to show concern about my family and boi. Maybe after this whole assignments thing, it will be better. I hope.

Alright, I need to do my reflections...and start to cut out those letters and paste them on the cardboard..

Faint

I almost fainted today after the jog. Thank god that boi is there to "save" me. Totally bad experience, and hopefully I will not have such experience again.

Tomorrow marks the start of the presentation marathon. Wow, I'm totally not excited at all. Damn stress, can. So many things to prepare, and I just don't have the flair for public speaking. My brain just went blank when I want to speak. I think I need to eat more ginko nuts to aid my memory.

I shall continue to prepare my speech now.

Many people have experienced Monday blues, and sad to say, so do I.

Indebtedness

Have you ever come across this feeling? The feeling of owing someone so much (not in terms of money) as he/she has done so much for you, or it could be you have hurt someone accidentally, and now you are feeling bad about it.

I was listening to boi talking to me about this whole issue of him feeling indebted to certain people. I was pondering, "Do I have this feeling at all?"
And I realised, I have.

There is this person who helped me everytime I fall, and 24/7 always there for me....it's none other than boi. Somehow this feeling is embedded in me, and has yet to show until now. Only after he has mentioned it, this feeling becomes more and more intense in me.


Next thing to say:
Our good friend, JJ, has finally proposed to JM last month. I am very happy for them, deep down my heart, I am. Then, this proposal thing came to my mind again. What if boi asked me this question one day? How am I supposed to answer? Haha. Well, it's definitely not so soon, coz we are both poor people. LOL. I really don't know how to answer lar. A stupid idea came across my mind....I suddenly feel that I hope he won't ask me this question at all, so that I don't need to answer. Eh, not very wise, I will say. Never mind. There are more important issues to think about now, which is my studies and my JOB. Anything else, we shall put it on hold.

Alright, time to bathe.


ps: I felt so tired today...so tired, mentally.

update

side note: I just felt that I'm being conned...anyway, I shall not say a word here..hopefully, there is no hidden agenda anywhere...hope it really works. We shall see how the next month. Boi must be thinking why I am so stupid..sigh~

Hmm, sad stuff aside.

I'm very busy, as usual. Thousand and one things to do within a short time frame. Shouldn't I get used to it already? eh, sort of. I seemed to be more disciplined to complete my task, and of course, I'm currently on-tasked. Happy in a sense that I do not need to rush through my work. :)

Lotsa projects on hand now, and I hope I can complete them well. GESL project is implementing this Saturday. It will be a long day, and since it is an outdoor event, we shall pray that it will not rain on that day.


Don't know why, I just have the spur to keep doing my work, and not going anywhere...maybe because I need to save up to repay my parents and my future, that's why I decide not to shop, so that I won't waste my money. I'm really in need of this Mr M. My monthly pathetic sum will not allow me to save a lot. Sigh. I need to eat cheaper food now. Any good suggestions regarding how to save money?? Let me know k...Thanks in advance.


What I have done:
instead of going shopping, I did my work or went facebook to spend my time...then, I will go jogging as an every week activity..jogging is free!!!

Ok, don't blame me if I have sounded money-centred nowadays...This just shows poor I am lar..Good habits start today, so I shall be disciplined to not anyhow spend my money.

Alright, I need to do my work now.

Things to complete by today:

1. ICT e-learning bloggingsssss
2. Chemistry blogging
3. Set MCQs (group assignment)
4. Edit Ed Psy PBL reflections and experiences

Alright, shall not be too ambitious, stick to these four...hopefully I can complete..


ps: notice that there are a lot of blogging stuff there?? I don't know why NIE loves to use blog as a tool for us to do our work..haha..very advance hor.