Some thoughts today:
Feel sick physically and mentally.
that teacher is seriously too much..I have tried my best to help so that I can lessen her load, and she is taking advantage of everything. I am tolerating all the time, but how can she throw everything to me like this! I have no experience, and I did not know what to do. Now, I'm feverish, and I don't know if I should even go school tomorrow. I wanted to as another teacher would have finished his marking for my class by then, and I can have a glimpse of what errors they made.
Do I look like I'm easily bullied? I wonder how come she can survive in the teaching career for so long...claim all the credits and I do all the sai-gang.
Feel like pointing middle finger at her...but well, I should learn to be more refined with my actions.
Basically, my teaching experience in SA is fine, other than her and some attitude problem students...really tried my best in doing my job, if nothing works out, I can't help it. ANYWAY, hopefully boi can have a stable career, then all I need is to pull through 3 years and end my teaching career. I hated the slogans, "Ask, and it shall be given." and "Forgive and forget."
The latter, it only applies to the students....not the teachers...We are like their servants, everything they do wrong, is our fault.
going into NIE dis JULY...and hopefully I will be going to some other schools..maybe it's worse, maybe it's better..but who cares, no more missionary school, thank you. I don't mind being busy if I enjoy it, but I do mind busy and I don't enjoy anything...what's worse is, your effort is not paid off.
Very busy recently, though you see me quite often in FB.
Upcoming events: cross-country, Go Green day, PTC....the first two are done alone...coz that teacher that I mentioned is not free.
Alright, enough of all these.
Angels and Demons is screened today. I wish I will be fine by Saturday, then I can go and watch..hehe...but still have to go MOE on Saturday. Hope I can recover asap!
